I always describe myself as not being scared enough. They keep trying to give me meds that numb me out, when what I really need are meds that make me feel. I guess the numb comes from being desensitized. Four abusive relationships explains how that happened. However, knowing what to call it doesn't make me sensitive again. Neither do the meds.well, actually I think that having no dear would be a disadvantage. something like not being able to feel pain in your hands. Sort of good, until you touch something hot that can hurt you, and you have no idea its hurting you until you look down.
There is something annoying about it...but like you, I can't place my figure on it.