*When you read everyone's post, relate to them but then have to scroll back up to the top of the page to remember the Title.
* When you have bells on your key chain and a clasp to hook, so that they jingle in one of your many pockets and you are reassured it is in there somewhere...secured.
*When your son of 30 some years has never, ever, even once seen you not go back to check the door to make sure that you locked it. And no matter how hard you try to focus...as you leave you trans out as you search the perimeter for entry into outside.
*When you hear a discharge and anyone around you is now in slow motion with voices phasing out to mute as you snap in action. When the rhythm of those surrounding returns...they are starring at you with bugged out eyes, real quiet like in the corners or their chairs backed up and you know...you did it again. But you can not remember...