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Using Google Earth To "visit" Traumatic Places

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Lopezwhere'sthefire

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I just did some homework to find the address of the children's shelter I was in as a child and took a little walk with google maps/google earth to take a look. I then took some walks through some childhood neighborhoods. I thinks its a good way to face some things when you can't yet afford to travel back and visit in person. Pretty neat.
 
Wow, amazing, Lopez!

When I still lived in my home state, a few times I did drive past the houses we used to live in where certain traumas happened. I never have driven back to the trailer park we lived in, however. Three traumas happened there when I was 14. You've given me food for thought. Thank you.
 
I've done this so many times over the years. Especially where I have no bloody idea where we were specifically, but knew generally, and had the topography seared into my brain. Okay. Let's walk it.

It was pure curiosity the first time. Could I "walk" there by memory, without actually being there? Yes. Could follow the route, surprised by landmarks I didn't remember / wasn't lookin for until I saw them / verifying other landmarks. It became a very surreal process.

It's something I like doing, with few exceptions. I don't have photographs or scrapbooks or any kind of token or reminder from those days. At least, not many, and never at hand. I don't talk to people about those days. So, for a few minutes? They're real again.

@Whyteferret I can't look up bases. Can't. I wish they still blurred them out in public sat photos like they used to. So much sorrow. So much grief. So much ethos. That right there is one of the few exceptions. I only go looking up bases if I want to punish myself.

Every once in awhile I'll forget. And I'll be trying to remember if it's the getmo approach that has the crazy steep dive to meet the runway or Wazzit base with Whozit, FFS *where* was it that we used to... and I'll go pull out GE and, oh. Right. Fist to the gut. We don't do that.
 
I once went back to the places where the trauma took place, physically.

What I discovered is that I was a small child, younger and much more vulnerable than I had previously realized.

The places looked smaller. They look like normal places just like any other place on the map. No one would have ever suspected the things that went on inside by looking at the outside.

It was difficult and I felt very sad, but I am happy for this thread and would suggest using google earth to visit places that bring up old trauma memories and do not know if what I did was a wise move or not...but it is done and I don't regret it.....just don't know that I would recommend it to other trauma sufferers!!!
 
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