5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Ronin]

1. Too many lives. / Too dissociated & paranoid to post, so this goes to fiction again.
2. In which Damian Wayne tells his grandfather to f*ck off again and goes back to admiring Captain America.
3. ... And Ronin re-focuses on cooking & not failing yummy vegetable.
4. At least sense of humor is back.
5. Pain means you're alive, is a weakness leaving the body, and is a flow letting you know you belong to the Universe. Flow through, freely.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Must say dear @Ronin I hope Flow & GO :( :hug:
2. Thanksgiving up here, only person outside of work wished me one is a guy who keeps asking me out since the summer. I get a lot of comic material, say I'm milking the sympathy vote (if they ask) to get more turkey. ;)But he said, if people, anyone, cared much around you, wouldn't they include you/ say something? Guess he has a point. :(
3. On a lighter note, met someone at work, maybe only 10-15 years older than me, we really hit it off in terms of understanding, lost a limb, says he melts down in Hosp scans, seems we can relate, earmarks of ptsd. He says I have flames on my feet. :) I say no the carpet is not on fire.
4. Hugs to all, ((((((( @Recovery4Me , @C j , @Snowflake ))))))

 

[Silver.]

We are meeting with the douche today to discuss his moving out of state and schedule changes
I chose a diner so there would be other people around so he cannot rage out

Waiting on my finger to heal so I can get back into arting and journaling
not all that impressed with the new season of SNL
there is something swirling, I just cannot seem to pinpoint what that something is
trying to find my tribe

 

[Rani G2]

Coke has a healing effect

So that esoterical person meets up with me, just believe that “positive thoughts generate positive realities“ sounds like bulls* to me. Self fooling is activated. I am no better, I think, I have my own political views, why are they more relevant than her spiritual thinking?

Dreaming of living in a library , hope libraries exist in the future? Ach...whatever

Can I loose my fear of death, by reading enough books? Why do I think of autism all the time?

I must look at the mirror once in a while.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

Hugs to all - especially @Junebug :hug::hug::hug:

libraries exist in the future?

Highly doubtful, but, you could have your own private one ;)

Fear of death - I tell myself I'm infinite consciousness ;)

Umm..

More cocoa!!!

And Snark - hunting :p

(That's six, I'm a rebel :D)

 

[Recovery4Me]

1. @Junebug special basket of kisses and hugs because I have been tardy on delivering them to you:rolleyes:

2. Today...major up-day morning. I slept like a normal person.:tup: I may circle it in my calendar for an Anniversary Date to remember.;)

3. I do not know why I am having a facsimile of an happy day...but I will grab on it and roll in it with gusto.

4. My back is 70% pain free so far and I could get out of bed without a cane today! I feel frisky!!

5. My portable rose bush is sprouting two buds, despite it being Fall. It must love me.:singing:

 

[Tinyflame]

It must love me.

We all do. :inlove: :)

Thank you @Recovery4Me & @C j . :hug: :hug: :hug:

 

[Recovery4Me]

@Junebug :shy::inlove::hug::hug: That was sweet (one of your special gifts);).

 

[Anrish]

1. @Recovery4Me I second @Junebug! :inlove:
2. But I also have to add that we love @Junebug ! :hug:
3. Worried about my mother.
4. Tried apple pancakes today...:hungry:
5. Glad to have the heating in here. :coldfeet:

 

[Tinyflame]

Thank you both @Recovery4Me and @Anrish . :notworthy: :hug: :hug: :inlove: . I feel sad today.

 

[Anrish]

@Junebug : *anti-sad-feeling-hugs for you*

 

[Forgetful]

Will I make it through next week when granddaughter is here 24/7? Will she!
Fun, living kid BUT she's 3!

Do I want to sleep or light a firecracker up my a*s and clean?

How long will it take for my apartment to get clean if I can only manage a 3 item list a day?

Am I sick or is it just PTSD symptoms acting up? Its hard to tell because my symptoms often turn into physical complaints.

Why are my colds seen as nothing to H but his are seen as death approaching ( to him )?