DID Did and me

[White0nWhite]

My diagnosis is DID. You might have DID, based on your description, but maybe you don't. DID is a di...

It may be OSDD1b, too. There are some negative aspects of it. It just hasn't happened in a while, SH is one thing that does happen...I don't know who does it when it happens, nothing life threatening, though. It's rare. In 2013 somebody and we have an inking as to whom, spent a lot of my money. There's bits and pieces here and there. Like bad times are bad times, right now its an okay time. The alters which have the negative stuff haven't come out at length or at all. So it's a protective thing with memory lose atm. Which sucks sometimes, because, people will mention things that I was never mentally there for? idk. I was leaning more on OSDD1b for a while. But a friend of mine with DID worries its DID more that OSDD1b- because of the rare negative things that do happen-far and apart they are-as long as I'm safe and things don't get too bad. The other guys can usually stop anything really bad from happening?

<3 everyone else's reply I'll get to soon. Just super sick (sinus infection)

 

[White0nWhite]

I happen to adore your "word salad" & I'd like an extra order to go please! We might be related beca...

A lot of what you said is relatable to me, too. Although much younger. (and sorry about what had happened to you in the 1960s :(...

I hated that about therapy, too. Like when ever I open up 100% in therapy they would try and mold me into a normal person. And I'm just all "WHAT IS NORMAL?" I just want to exist with my stuff that is the way it is, with out the negative stuff, and with out the PTSD. But it's like you know people are so focused on finding normal robot-people who are content with the life style that so many people have. if that makes any sense at all. Again baaagh the kids/younger alters I feel like me and the other guys are always on guard keeping these kids in my head safe (kids by I mean like 17 to like... maybe 9? in years of age.) but the 17 year old invades my head with these thoughts and memories and this constant need to do shit, but rarely wants to actually come out now because things are just - as far as she thinks - not safe. I don't know. It's her thoughts that creep up on me that's the invader stuff that I relate to too. You know?

 

[FireSign8]

A lot of what you said is relatable to me, too. Although much younger. (and sorry about what had hap...

I am not sorry because it was a part of my life & it gave me a perspective that very few people get to have unless they get stuck in a place like Pelican Bay! I may have saved me from going through with suicide because I got to see what happens when a person tries to slash up their wrists & fails & gets to live with the pain & scarring for the rest of their lives. It taught me a lot about death. No need to be sorry 4 the 60's. It was the era of change & endless experimentation. I often go from a 4 year old to a teenager & back to an old lady again during commercial breaks. Never a dull moment!:singing:

 

[talon]

One thing that was hard to sallow early last year was realizing that my spirit guides - while yeah,...

I do not have DID but i do have bad childhood experiences . As a result i made contact through poetry with a lady who requested my help. Eventually after a year of support she was diagnosed with DID. After 3 years 20 alters had appeared from a teething baby two yr old toddlers to young teens older teens to adults both male and female. All with a few exceptions abused host calling her a sextoy fxcktoy . I discovered that she had been seeking abusive relationships for 14 yrs claiming it was bloody good fun . Alters revealed her truths and her lies I calling them family and informing them they were expected , safe and loved. I encouraged them to share with host their fears and feelings by notes or emails i acting as translator and educator . Eventually only 2 of the 20 remained . I ensured that they understood their torment and abuse was over . At first client hated her alters however i persuaded her they were her friends and they appeared to her because they each had a story to tell. They not only protected client they also protected me because when client was seeking revenge on her abusers she saw me as a target. Eventually she understood that the best revenge on her abusers was to get better