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Hell Wagon...you didn't think you were gona live for ever did you? I mean everyone is gona die from something sooner or later. Might not be a bad way to go!!:ROFLMAO:
 
Drizzt, when my ex and I split I used to wait with baited breath to help out if I could, it gave me an excuse to go see her. Sometimes I would get the occasional smile and that would make up for the 1000 scowls.

There is an old saying, 'If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you it's meant to be', or something like that.

The most important person is you right now because if your all screwed then you are going to be no good to anyone.
And you can't blame her, you changed and are not the same person she married, you have this beast hanging off your shoulder. My ex put up with all the drugs, the alcohol, the verbal abuse for no reason, she had had enough.

So, 'In My Opinion', set her free and concentrate on fixing you, you never know, she might see you going out of your way to fix yourself and come back, then again she might not. At the end of the day you will be a better person.
You see, at the moment she calls and your there. She might be trying to find some independence too.

The hardest part of your challenge will be giving up the alcohol, speaking from experience that is, so AA is far more important than anything, apart from a life threatening situation.

Have they got you on anything? My doctor put me on propananol or deralin. It's a blood pressure medication but it helps with the DT's.

Anyway mate. Good luck with the journey and take it easy on the both of you.
 
Taigs. Irish Fenian Scum the f*cking lot............

40 f*cking years ago, the PARA`s were doing the Job the British F*cking Government didn`t want to get their hands f*cking dirty doing.

And today the local law enforcement the PSNI is launching a Murder investigation. The PSNI that is Riddled these days with Taigs, are going to be running it? WTF Not like they a have a hatchet to bury.

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-18732189

There have been loads of reports, documentaries, and investigations. and the majority, that are not Taig backed all state that shots were fired at the PARA`s who returned fire. Not forgetting the squaddies that had been murdered by the Provo`s in the years before leading upto the 30 Jan 72.

But they are honestly thinking about making those who were on the ground accountable for the deaths?! BOLLOX the British Goverment needs to catch the fall out here. The guys were doing what they were told to do. It wasn`t like we had a "Hearts and Minds" campaign going out there.

Just to put it into perspective:
2000 rounds, 211 IED`s and 180 Nail bombs were used against the British Army in the years before bloody Sunday (2years) Killing 47 Squaddies and numerous Civilians, In return the British Army was responsable for 364 rounds and 7 Taig deaths which includes the 5 from the sunday!

A couple of years ago we let the majority of IRA terrorist scum out of the numerous jails as a sign of good will, and didn`t press charges against stuff at the time. And now they want the PARA`s from 40 yearts back to face Murder charges.

Whole f*cking thing is Bollox. If the guys go down, then that should be reason enough to lynch todays British Government.

Tiocfaidh ár lá How about you come and f*cking get it you Taig bastards. Ohh, I forogt you would rather hide behind women and children. Even today. Chucky ar la la my f*cking ass

Not the time or the incident. but a song that tells the story of what WE done on a daily basis, protecting the Taig Scum from there own Terrorists, and that still want OUR blood.


WE`RE THE BOYS, THE BOYS FROM DERRY F*CK TH POPE AND THE VIRGIN MARY
 
Kind of like Hezbollah joining the government in Lebanon. They can all get f*cked.

Also Apple and Google can kiss my lily white ass. I hope Steve Jobs is smoking a turd in hell right now. Just to make it personal.

Going for walk now. Music store bound.
 
some woman called the police on me for going down a one way street yesterday.

if i ever see her again....ill f*cking kill her

pathetic bitch, hope she rots in hell an has a shit life

3 points and 60 quid fine
 
If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you it's meant to be'

I went to the VA and the doc there told me alot of good things he also suggested I talk with my wife cause he believed that she still loved me based off the fact that she had come there with me and the things i had said about her and our relationship at the moment. . So I talked with her only I think his advice had the total opposite effect. I'm even more confused and just don't know what to do I'm gonna try meeting with my priest today. I have an appointment with him for tomorrow but I don't think it'd be good for me to wait that long.
 
........... I talked with her only I think his advice had the total opposite effect. I'm even more confused and just don't know what to do .......


Drizzt mucker.

When my misses said she had had enough of me, and dumped me at the secure ward of the local clinic and walked off I tried allsorts to try and talk her round.

When I realised, she did want to have me in her life and started trying to get a grip of my own life and work my problems out, she actualy sat up and took notice. 5 months later we were seeing us again on a regular basis, and when I was released from the clinic I spent about 4 weeks on my own in a small village, where she used to visit.

Then one day she turned up, and started packing my stuff?! I was like WTF, she turned round and told me she was willing to give it another go because she could see that I was actualy trying to sort myself out, for me.

imho, relation ships are like a bad scab on your arm, the more you mess with it the worse it bleeds, leave it alone and let it heal and it sorts it self out.

What I am tryinfg to say is, Dont give her the cold shoulder and ignore her, but stop trying. Start on sorting yourself out, and I bet my back teeth she will come on her own when she sees you trying, and when she then comes back, you have got the best crutch going mate.

But you have to show them that you are doing something.
 
I wish I had the energy to go on a rant. The IRS is making me pay tax money now that JP Morgan has that belongs to me and is only required to give to the IRS at the end of the year. The corporate banking whores have won again.

It is not a huge amount of money. I made an agreement to pay the IRS $50 a month until this is settled in January of next year to get them off my ass. At that time they will owe me money and I guess the IRS will refund my money if the are not f*cking broke by that time.

The VA can set on money they owe me for years. WTF is up with that?

I think I am going back to the ocean to live on a boat the first moment I get the money to do that.
 
Spot on Angle.

Anger and indifference do wonders to mask pain. She has no trust right now and you just have to accept that. She'll come back if she still feels for you. Important thing is to sort things out with yourself.....that takes time. I can attest to that. I don't even know what "sorted" feels like.

Also be prepared for the change. I'm pretty sure I don't love my wife anymore. I don't think she's trying to sort anything out. Not trying to find a job, she took a volunteer job and she's just waiting around to jump back into school again. I lived with her for 7 years and was there always encouraging her to finish her degree. Worked and supported everything. She quit twice and tried to quit more than a dozen other times. I'm tired. She finished in the end, but damn...then she left me at the worst possible time.

Which figures I guess. She's from a family of cowards that won't discuss problems or confront anything. You know what. f*ck em. I know I got kids to raise and I'll do my best with that. But f*ck everyone else up there. I really have no time or patience with cowards anymore. I'm tired of pushing when everyone else is pulling. So I'll just sit here and eat crow for the next 15 years to keep the peace and take care of the kids best I can. I am so f*cking tired of eating crow. I've been eating crow breakfast, lunch, and dinner for over a year now. Looks like crow is on the menu for a good time to come. Hot sauce helps. Crow!! It's whats for dinner!
 
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