Welcome, Kelly. It's good place to kick your boots off, and we can take the smell. We can handle just about anythiing you can throw at us. Bear in mind we are human too and make mistakes. What you are going through may seem life threatening. We have been there, and will be there again, many times. Have the number of the toll free hotline for vets handy for those times when you are truly alone and just need someone to talk to. We have a hookup to a chat line when one or two of us are always there.
The only way to think positive is to think positive. The only way to smile is to smile. You have to make a decision to get well. Not doing so is like a madman sleeping outside on the patio, instead of inside where it is warm and comfortable. We stray, not often our fault, but we get up dust ourselves off and take the march one step at a time.
Decide you will be happy and you will.