Notamorningperson
MyPTSD Pro
So a few days ago some guy I knew ran into me the other day, scoffed at called me a maggot. No big deal right? Anyways this guy literally waited in his car for who knows how long until I was in the post office. Now I’m convinced this degenerate is stalking me. It’s not the first time I walked into a building and he shows up less than a minute later. This guy was a friend of mine but proved to be a very violent and dangerous individual. Which is where the concern comes from.
Anyways that really triggered my paranoia, because now I think every time the wind settles the house, maybe someone opened the front door.
Just 10 minutes ago I had to go downstairs to grab my phone charger, and since I didn’t feel like putting my pants back on, I just grabbed my tactical pen and clipped it to my boxers, just to “be on the safe side”.
Also I don’t leave my house without that pen or something else solid. I just feel defenceless without something solid to grab if things get bad.
Am i justified in this level of concern or should I be worried about my state of mind?
Anyways that really triggered my paranoia, because now I think every time the wind settles the house, maybe someone opened the front door.
Just 10 minutes ago I had to go downstairs to grab my phone charger, and since I didn’t feel like putting my pants back on, I just grabbed my tactical pen and clipped it to my boxers, just to “be on the safe side”.
Also I don’t leave my house without that pen or something else solid. I just feel defenceless without something solid to grab if things get bad.
Am i justified in this level of concern or should I be worried about my state of mind?