Anxiety fears

[Ekine]

I'm tired. I'm with someone who loves me and is a special, amazing man. He is so sweet to me. But I am resisting falling in love with him. Why?!
I am also somewhat in love with a deep, introverted man who could play the 50 shades of grey character. WTH!? What's wrong with me? And this latter guy wants me even though I am clearly messed up and totally nervous around him

 

[Wireto]

Why are you involved with two men?

If you are with one, why get messed up with another?

 

[Kobok]

Because this man has known me longer and I was in love with him before but he hadn't shown interest and now he is

 

[Kirob]

You create your own problems and then ask why you have problems.

 

[Evidi]

You create your own problems and then ask why you have problems.

Thanx for your response. Sarcasm... I'm not asking for problems. I am not a robot but a human with feelings. First, you don't know me or my whole story. Second, I am only involved with one man. I just happen to have feelings for two and am struggling with them. The other man is someone i happen to work with. Again, thanx so much for your input and assumptions