PhotovoltaicEye
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Has anyone else been frozen with indecision? I’m finding myself stuck, usually in my car. Getting out of it for the most part, but even after getting in I struggle to get much further than starting it. When I get to work I fight with myself to get out, when I get home at the end of the day I sit in the driveway, sometimes for hours. I hesitate to go out for lunch in the middle of the day because I’ve gotten back to work after driving through somewhere and just sat in the car till time to go home. It’s being viewed as a good order and discipline issue, and I can’t seem to express to my therapist or chain, what it’s like. I’m in a MEB right now and can’t get it done fast enough. In the meantime I hate myself for not even being able to be disciplined enough to move myself out of my car. It doesn’t help that nobody seems to understand. What do I do with this?