Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

[somerandomguy]

:hug:
You can be late! You're an excellent employee!

 

[littleoc]

:hug:
You can be late! You're an excellent employee!

Thank you :)

And good, cuz I’m currently three hours late and casually eating lunch :P

 

[littleoc]

They should have given me vacation days. Or at least sick days. Oh well tho

 

[mumstheword]

You are looking after yourself after a rough night. That's wise self care and really important. I think you need to take sick days, when and if you need them. You don't want a littleoc burn.our on our hands.
Good self care decision to bail on work this morning!
Lots of love to you littleoc!:hug::hug::hug::hug:

 

[Freida]

But we were never true friends after the second time

hunny -- you were NEVER friends with her. You were someone she found to fill a specific purpose in her life -- whatever that was in her whacked out little brain. You may never know why you filled that role ...and that may not be important to you in the long run.

but the person you are now? That's the real you. That's the litteoc we all see - the loving person who is doing her damnedest to build herself a happy life and leave the past behind. SHE is the person who is here, who is important, who has cut ties with Brandi. And she is becoming more amazing by the day.

 

[ILoveLife]

And she is becoming more amazing by the day

... Making the world a better and happier place.

 

[littleoc]

Y’all are too cool for me

 

[littleoc]

Scenario: someone accuses you of sexual misconduct. In fact, two people so far, out of many.

(Which was brave of me, sure, but someone voted her in as a house manager for my sorority and I am NOT letting her into a position of power with a reputation like that, it was time to bother authorities with it, though I was only brave about it because my friend F got super brave about it, and he is doing a whole case against her so that’s awesome)

So what do you do?

If you said “send them a direct message REPEATEDLY on their personal mobile phone so it can’t be avoided” then you are probably looking for a harassment charge also

Motherf*cker, I have previous experience in this. From an actual psychopath who stalks me to find out how my mom is and probably still wants to kill my mom. You can’t f*ck with me, I handle worse on a daily f*cking basis

Little coward

 

[littleoc]

And while I’m feeling pissy

Might as well post in that “insert swearish rant here” post

I probably need sleep or food or possibly water, cuz I was avoiding water for a bit for reasons

I hate webinars

 

[littleoc]

Okay, good now

Such a day, and the speaker I bought for medical reasons (help me not space out so I can cook food without getting major burns, etc) won’t pair with my music device

Called Apple and they’re doing their best, they forwarded me to someone important in the upper levels of staff to deal with it so I have some executive’s number in my email now

Currently playing the songs on a laptop. Not an Apple one. It’s from 2011, quality of sound is not the best (and not as good as it was). But it works, so that’s all I need anyway

I read triggering things today and found them interesting. I mentioned in casual conversation today that my dad is insane and made the guy laugh.

Also got through being annoyed in a way that made my boss think I was enjoying myself (i was though after a moment). It was just frustrating. I have nothing else to do, got through several orders and this week has been full of hundreds of those. Look up, see someone who gets paid 40$ an hour streaming movies off Netflix and browsing Facebook at the same time.

Pull out my book and start to study. I was scared of my boss seeing me, recognized it was because of fear from my dad and sister telling me I’m not allowed to take breaks, then she comes around and says I need to be doing things. Assigns me liked five projects instantly, brings them to my desk, plops them down (playfully) instead of letting me adult myself to them, then after telling me that I could do it after I got go a stopping point, points at the clock like I’m your average middle schooler and tells me to be done at 2. It was 2:05.

She wasn’t being mean, I’m just really grumpy because I get paid 8.5$ an hour and kind of seriously need the funds, have had to take off lately, and come in to the beautiful site of my coworker giving no shits at work and not even working. So really I’m mad at that person for getting paid more than me to do literally nothing all day

She’s pretty cool though and usually I don’t care so I probs just need to fix my headache from all the focus I desperately put into that webinar earlier. I’m never doing that again

 

[littleoc]

Clearly I have done too much today. But I haven’t done my homework yet, so I am wondering if I should do that or not at this point

hm

 

[littleoc]

I think you need to take sick days,

That’s a good point

And thanks for helping me reframe that thought

Thank you guys for being here, rest of you. I keep getting surprised to have people say nice things here. I know I’m not alone in that, but you know