Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

[littleoc]

Whooooooa also it turns out my current university has a program specifically for people with PTSD?

Geez and I thought I was doing great by hiding it lol. Managed to do that for seven terms tho

Just gained a ton of respect for my current university though

 

[somerandomguy]

Are you going to join the program?

 

[littleoc]

Are you going to join the program?

It seems to be a low maintenance thing, so maybe. :)

 

[Freida]

It seems to be a low maintenance thing, so maybe. :)

This would be a great idea!!

 

[littleoc]

@somerandomguy Youre right, massages are great. Maybe you should get another one too

 

[somerandomguy]

I probably should!

 

[littleoc]

I wish humans didnt need SO much sleep

 

[littleoc]

Do I have anything cool to share? Wish I could just add all of you to my Facebook or something so I could pretend I’m staying up to date better with people I like (spoiler, I only just re-remembered that Facebook exists... I should work on that)

 

[littleoc]

I thought this was pretty cool

 

[littleoc]

Also yes I’ve been anxious and triggered lately but I think I’m doing extremely well considering

My mom is frustrating me but not on purpose, but she’s also making me food occasionally so that’s awesome too

Glad she lived, all in all (I mean, obviously... lol) but am also frustrated anyway

Probably because I need sleep

 

[littleoc]

Oh here’s something I can share with y’all but not on Facebook/Instagram/etc. I shoved my phone down a duct after changing the filter to judge the health of the duct, mostly to make sure it wasn’t coated in dust or something from misuse of filters etc etc etc

And on one side I found an ice cream bucket IN THE DUCT and on the left of the divider I found a metal pie tin (which in modern times is made of aluminum, not tin, but hey).

I immediately went to show the pictures to my mom because i was bewildered and she told me that my dad used to fill things with water and shove them in the duct to humidify the air. So now im happy i don’t see huge spots of mold on the exposed, unlined wood.

Unfortunately I have not been able to get them removed yet, and it’s low on my list of priorities (even though the ice cream bucket appears to be a third of the way full with... something... probably dust that got trapped in what was water???)

I will update if y’all are curious

 

[littleoc]

By the way can we just f*cking appreciate the ductwork here?? f*cking laziest thing I’ve ever seen lmao

I thought lazy was having metal bottom with wooden everything else. That’s not metal. That’s CONCRETE

This house isn’t up to code in the electrical department so I don’t know what my expectations were