I work overnights which 'should' be perfect since I have such a hard time sleeping at night anyway. But nope, I have a hard time staying awake at work because I am having issues sleeping during the day.
So I go without sleep at all for days upon days and then when I have days(nights) off I am oversleeping and missing out on life. ATM I am at work and wanting to sleep. When I clock out in the morning I will be too wired from lack of sleep to be able to sleep.
I've had sleep issues since I was a young girl & started sleeping with weapons when I was 7. When I started trauma therapy in 2010 my then therapist helped me learn to finally sleep without them. The most recent therapist said if they help me sleep then I should keep them. Either way I just don't sleep well .
But blah, I am jealous of people who say they love to sleep. People who can sleep through an alarm. People who sleep in. People who sleep in general. For me there's nothing good or enjoyable about sleeping besides it does help my mental health when I am actually able to regularly, which is never really.
So I go without sleep at all for days upon days and then when I have days(nights) off I am oversleeping and missing out on life. ATM I am at work and wanting to sleep. When I clock out in the morning I will be too wired from lack of sleep to be able to sleep.
I've had sleep issues since I was a young girl & started sleeping with weapons when I was 7. When I started trauma therapy in 2010 my then therapist helped me learn to finally sleep without them. The most recent therapist said if they help me sleep then I should keep them. Either way I just don't sleep well .
But blah, I am jealous of people who say they love to sleep. People who can sleep through an alarm. People who sleep in. People who sleep in general. For me there's nothing good or enjoyable about sleeping besides it does help my mental health when I am actually able to regularly, which is never really.