Out of breath, but not anxious. Busy yet happy to be so. Tired from hardwork and yet thrilled to see the results. Just getting started today, and with lots more needs to meet, and still more I want to accomplish; Yet, Not yet overwhelmed.
I'm feeling grateful to be able to see, work, walk and talk and hopeful that I am getting closer and closer to rediscovering relaxation; Thus far, with few exceptions I only know how to relax when it's time to collapse. I always appreciate when it's time to collapse and hopefully I sleep after plenty of work, but never too happy when collapse equals sickness, depression, negativities and/or loss of hope;
One sure way to assure that the above happens is to complain and/or critisize, let me know I haven't done enough yet, or be agrumentative and wish to fight with me and my collapse is quite unpleasant.
One sure way to keep me motivated is not tear me down when I'm generally always doing my best and sometimes a pretty good job at that!
I too often feel depreciated and undervalued, but I have my inner voice revisiting and inwardly reassuring me, more and more frequently once again, ...while letting me know that I am just another valuable human being doing my best;
I am excelling sometimes, ...mediocre at other times, ...and falling short still other times.