What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Deleted member 6617]

Kinda lost....okay...a lot lost.
Blessed.....blessed a lot.

 

[AngelaMarie]

I feel like I am moving in slow motion. The pain is bad to move and I move very slow these days. However, I feel lucky that I am still able to function, take care of my boys and spend time with them! Last year I couldn't cook, do laundry, etc. This year I am able to. It hurts but I feel positive that at least I am doing better than last year!!!:tup:

 

[Silent Bob]

I feel worried about my wife but that's a constant thing, her conditions seem to be getting worse. I'm angry at the proffesional's as they have offered help but done nothing so far, so that will be me on monday on the phone all day.

I'm also worried about my daughter Saffy as she really isn't well and it breaks my heart to hear her cry:(

 

[LawPhotos]

(((LawPhotos)))Sorry you feel like this! I have felt it before. Was it Prednisone they put you on? Steroids don't mix with psyche meds well. It will wear off. Hang in there!

No, not steroids, a medicine that I haven't heard of before--Skelaxin (the name cracks me up-- "my 'skeleton' is 'relaxin'"! LOL. Maybe it isn't an anti-inflammatory, maybe it is a muscle relaxant. I rarely take it but the pinched nerves in my neck which I can usually tolerate pretty well were excrutiating yesterday. You're right, those awful sensations are gone today and I won't do that again.

I can't take most meds (psych or otherwise) because I can't take anything that makes me sleepy as I have to listen for my handicapped son during the night--he has a tracheostomy and so he can't make noise but has severe breathing problems. I've trained myself somehow over the course of his life to listen to his breathing while I sleep. I do very little sleeping thanks to PTSD. I am afraid to take any med that might change how deeply I sleep because I may not hear him. My docs are very sensitive and understanding to this situation. It is unfortunate though because I can't take any meds that would help me with my insomnia etc.

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

(((LawPhotos)))Praying you will get some good rest! :sleep:

 

[Sazza]

I am feeling really sad not sure why but cause in feeling sad the thoughts are starting to plague my mind. Keep replaying my a&e visit the other week and the things that were said, some people can be so insensitive.

 

[CraftyCath]

((((Sazza))))

I feel awful! :( Had my T appointment yesterday and hit some yucky stuff, full of anger and tears. I started to feel really sick and shaky. I'm still very fuzzy and dissociated, I hurt all over and feel sick as a dog.:sick: My heart is racing and I just keep wanting to cry. :cry:

God help me I feel so very ill and don't know if it is the deep stuff from therapy, or because I've got some bug or other pr a bit of both.

I want to scream and I just can't. :cry: :cry: :cry:

 

[Marie E.]

I am feeling bad cause I just lost my two lovely kids (boys) in a custody battle with my ex in Canada and I finally dropped that no good ex of mine, only to get with a better guy. Life is all sorts of confusion for me right now!! I'm barely hanging on here!

 

[Marie E.]

((((Sazza))))

I feel awful! :( Had my T appointment yesterday and hit some yucky stuff, full of anger and tears. I started to feel really sick and shaky. I'm still very fuzzy and dissociated, I hurt all over and feel sick as a dog.:sick: My heart is racing and I just keep wanting to cry. :cry:

God help me I feel so very ill and don't know if it is the deep stuff from therapy, or because I've got some bug or other pr a bit of both.

I want to scream and I just can't. :cry: :cry: :cry:

*Big Hugs* to you CraftyCath!!! Hang on in there. We all seem to lose hope sometimes, but it will get better!!

 

[Sandra]

And more big hugs from me too for CraftyCath.

 

[CraftyCath]

I am feeling bad cause I just lost my two lovely kids (boys) in a custody battle with my ex

Thanks for the hug Marie and hugs to you too, I cannot imagine how I would feel had I lost my boys like that. :( xx

And thank you so much too Sandra, means a lot. x

 

[Iam]

Feeling better and better again.
Anxiety is gone, whew and I haven't startled once today. Sounds silly I know, but for awhile there I was jumping out of my skin at every sound or sight I didn't expect. That extreme was some time ago, but now anytime I begin startling again I worry that I am slipping back into that extreme. So yeah.....Whew!
Productive as I've got applesauce made and apple butter started from our homegrown apples. YUM!