What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Loloma]

All over the place today, could be the weather. Feeling very lonely and dreading christmas. On a happy note booked a trip to Berlin for 6 days with a group of other lonely people......... That took care of that. Feel a bit better now :)

 

[Sazza]

I'm still like a rollercoaster going along at speed light quicker than legs carry me mood still down still waiting for the crash and burn.

 

[Oberons Wife]

Today is a better day, I'm letting myself do nothing without feeling guilty about it, and managing to read a trashy book and some of the gist is actually going in.

So I'm feeling OK

 

[Loloma]

I'm still like a rollercoaster going along at speed light quicker than legs carry me mood still down still waiting for the crash and burn.

Sazza hang in there, thinking of you.

 

[Sandra]

Having a bad pain today. :(

 

[Marie E.]

*Big huge hugs* Hope you get to feeling better Sandra!!

 

[Sandra]

Sadly that is never going to happen Marie E. But I am going to talk to the Dr. again about anti inflamatory meds. I know he doesn't want me taking them everyday due to my damaged kidneys. But I want to do is to take only one pill a week. Only 4 pills a month. I'm hoping he agrees to that. And I personally can't see that amount doing worse damage when it's only 4 pills a month. I do take tylenol 2 but they don't do much for my arthritis. They do help my bad back some though. So most of the time I have to grin and bear the pain. :(

When I had that talk with the kidney specialist years ago. He said if I was to take them every day he would want a monthly blood test done.

 

[Iam]

[/quote]="Loloma, post: 288221" Feeling very lonely and dreading christmas. On a happy note booked a trip to Berlin for 6 days with a group of other lonely people..... :)[/quote]

Holidays are hard for me too Loloma.....but for a different reason. Wish I could make it easier for you. I have to say that I think it is GREAT that you book a trip. That is pushing forward and living outside of "yourself"which we need to do. I don't meaning not living as you, just outside of the internal storm. Good job Loloma! :tup:

(((hugs to all)))

 

[Sandra]

Depends on the weather. Usually Christmas day I go for a drive. That last place I want to spend it is with my nasty family.

And hugs for you too Iam.

 

[Iam]

I'm feeling quiet today. The sadness for my dad and step-mom is there. I feel so bad for what they are going thru. It has been a rollercoaster of hospital stays the last few months. I guess maybe it's good to have the preparation for their eventual deaths which at their age and health is approaching. Still.....

I've already been out playing with the dogs. Think I will try some new recipes today. Homemade sun dried tomato focaccia bread and cook one of my pumpkins. Never cooked pumpkin before. If the puree is good I'll make pumpkin bread and pancakes with it. :rolleyes:

 

[The Albatross]

I feel cathartic (sp?) today and posted a lot.
I feel a low grade fever and am not to happy about it.
I feel stressed about doing my commitments before surgery because I don't feel well and am exhausted.
I feel anxious about finances and lost income.
I feel frustrated that I will be stuck at home for two weeks or more.
I feel worried about how much I may have to pay the surgery center by Friday (I don't know how much yet).
I feel worried about anesthesia again and whether or not I'm gonna wake up at all or with a big incision or wake up on the table.
I feel better saying now what I'm feeilng instead of keeping it in my head.
I feel glad that I can say to you all what I can't or won't say to my own family or friends.

 

[The Albatross]

I feel glad that I'm too busy feeling all of the above to stress out about the usual family crap and who's gonna go where and the guilt that comes with it on Thanksgiving because I will be flat on my back at home in my bed and I won't care this year.