What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Queen Boudica]

((((((Rain))))))

I am feeling both annoyed and sad that I was bullied and teased and made to feel useless as a child because of something that I have now learned was not my fault, I had no control over.

I'm glad I've found out I have hypermobile joints and that explains a lot of the physical problems I have had. But also means I need to do a lot of work to get myself in better shape.

Now I have to work really hard on my physical well being as well as my mental one.

 

[SeekingSerenity]

My day is going downhill now.. and I cant find the brakes to stop it.

 

[intothelight]

Facing some painful truths about myself. They hurt, but they need to be faced and addressed. But sometimes there is pain in healing.

 

[CaringMomma]

(((((((Srain))))))) I hope that you feel better and that you return to being solid and sure in your reality!

(((((((Lizio))))))) Oh my, how I understand exactly what you are talking about. I, too, suffer greatly because I was blamed for something that was not my fault. I was, completely, alienated and tormented by my mom and sister since I was 4 years old.

((((((SeekingSerenity)))))))) Hang on my friend! This, too, shall pass.

((((((intothelight)))))))) Indeed, healing can be painful. I am discovering this as well. I hope your pain is brief and that it brings more healing than you imagined.

 

[CaringMomma]

I am sad and anxious, but hopeful!

I was taught to be a victim, but I refuse to allow that to keep me down any longer.

I choose to believe that I am the Lords beloved and I will live a life of victory, no matter what it takes.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Feeling so very lost and questioning my existence, my purpose, my place in this thing called life.

 

[CaringMomma]

(((((((( Pottershand ))))))))) You are dearly loved! Hang in there. Hoping that you feel better real soon.

 

[CraftyCath]

I had a great T session last week and he told me I had changed.:) I'll say! I feel that I have come a long way since summer but am still afraid of loosing what I have gained.:eek:

One minute I am really excited about my future and the next minute I'm terrified! But I feel like I'm in a sort of 'limbo' where nothing is happening or moving forward anymore.

I asked my T what would happen if I relapsed again and he said we'd just start again but it scares me. I sure as hell don't want to go back but I'm afraid to move forward. I'm afraid I'll stagnate.:( I know it's baby steps but I seem to have less patience than ever with myself.

Someone wave a magic wand and make my dreams come true!

 

[amethist]

You wont go backwards CraftyCath, you may have to re trace your steps now and again, but backwards wont happen. :tup:

 

[soulofLC]

Debilitating psychological pain, sadness. Immobilized. Stuck.

 

[SeekingSerenity]

Ok, its over.

I'm wasted. Done.

Empty... numb... finished.

Tomorrow is a new day... please let it be better?

 

[CaringMomma]

((((((((soulofLC))))))) Sending a big warm hug to comfort you. Hoping that you feel much better really soon.