What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Nighthawk]

Extreme pain
Tiered but can't sleep

 

[SeekingSerenity]

(((((NH)))))

I'm feeling better today.
Pain is less,
had a good sleep,
Had a lovely chat with Beloved,
Makes my heart so happy.

But I'm still so lonely.

 

[intothelight]

Very confused....but in a good way.

 

[Srain]

(((((((((((KP)))))))))))) too bad, hugs anyway! ;)

(((((((((Night)))))))))))))my friend )((((((((((((((((Deb)))))))))))))))))

My stomach is a nightmare as are my feelings, I don't know what to feel. I didn't sleep much, there are so many more tests to do, I'm over it now but I can't stop. It's tiring. If you could hear my stomach right now you would not believe it! Sheesh! :(


I'm tired.

 

[KP the nut]

I feel guilty as I had too many glasses of wine last night.
I feel tired, the nightmares were back and I kept having terrible leg cramps.
I feel proud that I have done usual Saturday stuff today.
I am pleased my birdfood order arrived, all of my feeders are full. Lucky birds can choose from a wide assortment including dried mealworms, nuts, insect fat thingies and 3 types of seed.
I feel proud I am allowing myself to go for a nap now - night night :sleep:

 

[goingonhope]

I feel happy. Happy with the moment. Happy with today!

 

[Barberian]

Aprehensive
Depressed
Angry
Stressed
Hateful

 

[Sethe]

I suppose I'm a little anxious. It happens when I'm alone at home. So, I went on another cleaning frenzy to 'calm down' or dissociate.

 

[CaringMomma]

((((((((((Healing Hugs to all that need them))))))))))))))))

I'm feeling sad, anxious, and bored!

I had an interesting session with my T on Wednesday and it has taken me till now to process it.

He started a conversation that made me confused and afraid. So much so that I had to call him that evening to figure out what had happened. He really drew out my fear of confusion and being able to ask the right questions to calm those fears. Unfortunately, for me I become like a dear in the headlights. I freeze and my thoughts go blank. I become a sitting target for anyone that may want to cause me harm.

I totally freaked out and was crying on the phone with him as I asked if he still wanted me as a patient. By the end of our conversation he had me calmer and understanding his therapy stategy

 

[SeekingSerenity]

Oh CaringMomma, I'm sure we have all been on the sharp end of a T session like that. But the good thing is that they know what they are doing, and sometimes they have to "hurt" in order to heal. Like lancing a boil...

I'm glad you are feeling better now. (((((CM))))))

 

[SeekingSerenity]

Now that I have had my caffeine "fix" and I can think straight...

I am very very lonely today.

But I am also positive for the future,
I feel I am getting stronger.
The pain is a lot less!
I'm so happy that I can have coffee again!
I am feeling so blessed to have such an incredible woman love me back.
I'll do my best to be positive about everything today. Yes. I will.

 

[Srain]

Paranoia and pain...horrible combination but I am not surprised.

I have a plan in place to call my tdoc tomorrow and for today? I have no idea. I hurt like H*LL, nothing new but certainly old...I wonder...can it all be in my mind? I know it's not but this reaction to anesthesia some times can make me question my own reality along with how I question it anyway. Confusing.