What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[KP the nut]

(((HUGS)))

I feel good today. I think I slept most of the weekend, I must have needed it and woke this morning feeling refreshed.

I've done a couple of volunteer car journeys and they always make me feel better. Doing something for someone else takes my mind off my physical and mental pain.

The sun has been out and whilst I waited for someone this morning I parked the car in the sunshine, listened to music and read a book, I felt warm and relaxed.

So today has been a good day.

 

[goingonhope]

My parachute is open. :) How about yours?

I feel alright, yet darn busy.

Today has been a full, rather busy and successful day. :tup: Jammed a lot of responsibility into this day and though tonight might bring on some surprises, so far I'm feeling strong.

 

[MyStarryNight]

I feel tired and weak. After a night of flashbacks I'm emotionally exhausted.

 

[Crash]

I feel completely.....negated. That's the only word I can think of for it.
My worker's comp claim for my neck injury was denied. Apparently a truck rolling over with its roof bashing my head while I was working has nothing to do with the physical pain I felt, then the horrendous muscle spasms that happened a year afterwards (that left me unable to work for 6 months). Treatment of my physical and psychological symptoms have been left either untreated or I get told "it'll get better".

This leaves me depressed.

I don't want to go to work tomorrow, I don't want to face the world. But I will anyway, because that is what I do....whether I want to or not. Part of me feels like I should call in sick, give myself time to process this. I haven't even been able to bring myself to read the entire decision letter. Partly I think I should go to work, if I don't I'll be giving into it, but at the same time I wonder if I'm ignoring the issue to my own detriment.
So confused, so depressed. So supported by my husband but somehow, right now, it doesn't help as much as it should (oh, lets throw feeling guilty in there too).

 

[SeekingSerenity]

Today the sun aint shining :cry:

 

[Srain]

((((((((((((Crash))))))))))) I hope you can appeal this decision, it sounds absurd! I'm so sorry. :(
((((SS)))))) I know the feeling

I am leery, frustrated, and tired. The pain is still there and when the surgeon's office called it was not worth much. I have appts all week, I don't want to go to any but this is when I have some help getting to them. :(

 

[amethist]

It may be cold outside and we are possibly expecting a small amount of snow.

But here inside it all calm and cosy. Radio playing all the good stuff form the 60's, 70's, 80's and more, making it a good morning for me and mine.

 

[KP the nut]

I feel relaxed. Tuesday is my day off from life. Tuesdays are MY day. Tuesdays are the day I refuse volunteer driving and seeing anyone - unless I choose to do so.

It was becoming too much to say yes to anyone who wanted my time. So with Hs support, Tuesday is the day I can do what I want. It is my day to potter around the house, bake, do housework, sleep/lie in bed late or just sit and read.

We all deserve a Tuesday.

 

[amethist]

Slightly apprehensive just now. Hubby has just gone out in the car to try and get a brake lever for the bike he just fixed.

He has driven the route many times, but that was on his bike when he used to work, this time it is in the car.

So I will phone the solicitor and get lunch ready while he is out.

 

[Queen Boudica]

I feel a mess. I'm having a panic attack and I don't understand why. Crying and can't breathe. I can't do this on my own. Too messed up.

 

[KP the nut]

Slightly apprehensive just now. Hubby has just gone out in the car to try and get a brake lever for the bike he just fixed.

Of course you are apprehensive, you will be for a long time. Take a few minutes out, smell some oils, breathe and remember this is what you have been working towards.

(((HUGS)))

 

[SeekingSerenity]

((((((((((((((((((((Lizio)))))))))))))))))))))))