What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[KP the nut]

Today, I am trying to hang onto that feeling of positivity.

I feel physically and mentally tired. My nightmares were back last night, my neck and shoulders ache and my headache is pounding.

(((HUGS)))

 

[intothelight]

Feeling pretty low. More bad test news it leading to more tests. Trying to fight the feelings that I should be planning my funeral rather than my treatment.

But I know that "thinking" is wrong. I need to do the next test and wait for an answer. I am not a doctor and while the internet is a great tool, I need to stop letting my thoughts get away from me. Will make sure the test gets scheduled today and wait for the results. Focus on the day as that is what I have. Make the best of the day that I have today.

 

[KP the nut]

Trying to fight the feelings that I should be planning my funeral rather than my treatment.

Mine is planned right down to what music I want and where my ashes will be scattered. H wants to be creamated to Meatloafs, Bat out of Hell.

Will make sure the test gets scheduled today and wait for the results.

I will have a candle burning for you. You are in my thoughts.

Linking arms

 

[Meadowsweet]

(((Loloma))) (((KP))) (((Intothelight - I wish you well and keeping fingers crossed for a good result)))

I feel incapable of anything today.

 

[Middle of Nowhere]

frightened
unloving
insane
stronger

 

[Loloma]

My test results are back and need another course of antibiotics, will pick up shortly. Have to go and see doctor again tomorrow. :cry:

(((((Hugs))))) and warm wishes to people feeling unwell or down!

 

[NarcSis]

worried.
depressed.

 

[KP the nut]

I'm feeling proud that I didn't give in today. In spite of the physical pain. I've done what I needed to do today.

 

[timetorecover]

overwhelmed and tired but hopeful about tomorrow :cry:

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Deep in severe depression and fighting to keep my head above water. So much I need to be doing for myself and for others.

So very worried about my friend. So angry at what she is going through. So helpless to "fix" any of it. Got to dig out of this depression so I can be a better support to her. Got to get out of it so I can be and do all I know I can be and do.

So very frustrated with this place I am at in my head. Feeling hopeless and surrounded by storms. Need strength and determination to keep going.

 

[Butter-Bee]

Lost and confused and selfish.
Sometimes i feel like i could dance infront of the people at work and scream 'help me' and they would still think im ok and its nothing to worry about.
I know everyone has their own worries but cant someone at least just pretend they care, without being patronising.

 

[Sazza]

((((KP))), (((intothelight)) you are also in my thoughts. Seems a few are struggling not just mentally but physical at moment sending some strength to those who need it.

I am feeling very nervous over tomorrow and what will happen, preparing self for worst. If is the worst I may go into hiding for a while as it will really send my spiralling.