What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Froggie]

I'm awake since 2 AM, side effects of my chemo. Will be sleep deprived for 2-3 days/nights then into the sleeping beauty syndrom for another 2-3 days !

Happy to get the perfusion out this afternoon ! Will be able to sleep in my bed instead of the lazyboy chair.

Getting anxious for my therapy next week to deal with my PTSD-cancer combo :eek:

 

[Tinyflame]

Feel alone and tired. Feel like 'hope' was never a real thing.

 

[Froggie]

((((((Junebug)))))), it sucks when we find ourselves in a rut, you'll find that hope feeling. This is a PTSD illusion bog, you'll get out when you'll feel the light. Candle burning for you.

 

[Nighthawk]

Like death is hanging over me.

 

[Froggie]

((((NH)))), will burn a candle for you too

 

[CaringMomma]

((((((((((NH and everybody else who needs HUGS)))))))))))))))))))

 

[CaringMomma]

I'm feeling nothing at the moment. Just thinking about the fact that I drank a whole bottle of wine last night. Haven't had anything to drink in a while, but it went down so easily. I refuse to allow myself to feel guilty about it. It covered my hurt and confusion for a little while and it was a nice siesta. Glad that my meds help me to not do that. I used alcohol, before, to escape my reality, but now don't have to do that all the time. Still not going to feel guilty!

 

[Srain]

(((((((((((((((((Night)))))))))))))))))

I'm feeling actually so much better, 2nd night I slept better than I have in a long time..2 in a row, bizarre and yet, I'll not question but take it!!

 

[Death]

Like death is hanging over me.

I am here, but I am not hanging you - yet:devilish:.

 

[Nighthawk]

If only you were as intimidating as what is in my head.

Now go on and

 

[CraftyCath]

Oh Lord I wish everyone in this house would just get lost and leave me alone, they are driving me mad! :roflmao:

All I want is a bit of peace and quiet and all I get is rant, rant, rant!:cry:

I've retreated to my bedroom but they all followed me!:mad:

I can only repeat what NH has just posted!

I've chucked them all out and and told them...'Me time! That means ME not you, and you and you!' Grief, you'd think they'd get the hint but no! :rolleyes:

So I had to get angry to get them to bugge off! Now for some ME time before I have to cook everyone else's tea!:rolleyes:

 

[SeekingSerenity]

My friends are safe. :)
I'm feeling relieved.

I'm tired, had a tough day at work today.

I feel so much love and admiration....:inlove:
I'm blessed beyond belief!