What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Ice_Fire]

(((((Lightanddarkness & Ice_Fire)))))

Thank you Froggie

 

[Ice_Fire]

I feel lost. I now have a very big hole in my support network. :cry::poop:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling ok. just ok. I think that is still good. It is better than feeling bad. Peace of mind to all who need it today.:)

 

[Deleted member 12723]

(((Ice_Fire))) I am hoping you will be feeling better soon. I am sorry you aremissing your support system.

 

[CraftyCath]

((((((Junebug)))))) ((((((Ice_Fire))))))

 

[Chincho]

Sad, so sad...

 

[Elizabeth-Ann]

I feel overwhelmed and terrified and outnumbered and unsafe and unsure. :(

I send you all my lightfull thoughts ans prayers...
from heart to heart!

 

[Red Feather]

Serious hugs for everyone who needs it ((((((((IceFire, Junebug, Jen93, Chincho, gizmo, Froggie, rainz-daze, ITL, Lionheart, Zef, Innordinate, Lightanddarkness, FlyingSolo))))))))) What happened to Solo? :cry:

I am okay. I am stressed out writing about my history for my new T. She wants me to write about things I couldn't even write about on my trauma diary. I am blanking out and getting dizzy everytime I want to start with that. Need to seriously to distract myself but am so pressured to get it done.:cry:

I just had a talk with my mother... after many weeks of not talking to her...! She told me about all the abuse she went through as a child. Really terrible terrible terrible! I am okay to have talked to her again. I was able to keep my boundaries I think, although it stirred up a lot of emotions. Patting myself on the back for that. :)

I wish my thoughts could just get in order. :x3:

 

[Elizabeth-Ann]

I am stressed out writing about my history for my new T.

I should write for my Psy too - and not yet able it (it is the first time for me to talk about it). I am just terrified that she will not beleve me, that she says everything is just invention to have the attention. Panik, denial. Sometimes I doubt that it is real. I look at photos for hours as to prove myself that "I was there"...

I just had a talk with my mother... after many weeks of not talking to her...! She told me about all the abuse she went through as a child. Really terrible terrible terrible! I am okay to have talked to her again. I was able to keep my boundaries I think, although it stirred up a lot of emotions. Patting myself on t:x3:he back for that. :)

You did great to talk to your mother and keep your boundaries! You are so strong and if the right moment comes, you will be able to write.

She wants me to write about things I couldn't even write about on my trauma diary.

What is a trauma diary?

 

[Red Feather]

What is a trauma diary?

Hi Elizabeth, thanks for your encouragement. Did you have to write it all out too? :eek: I'm quiet thrown by this assignment... :cautious: Your question: A trauma diary are threads that can be found on the trauma diary section. Hope you can find it.

 

[Elizabeth-Ann]

Hi Elizabeth, thanks for your encouragement. Did you have to write it all out too? :eek: I'm quiet thrown by this assignment... :cautious: Your question: A trauma diary are threads that can be found on the trauma diary section. Hope you can find it.

It is just so difficult for me to talk... so she thought it might help me to write and to read what I have written... still not able - feels like writing a storybook and I stopp after one phrase - disgusted and not sure what is the truth and what not.

Will look for the diaries! Thank you! I try to find the spot where to change or adapt the "mood" at the avater... any ideas?

How do you write - for yourself or lika a letter to someone else?

 

[Froggie]

I'm feeling exhausted and in pain. Saw my stomatherapist, good news, the blood is not from my intestines but from ulcers around my stoma. The main problem is the stoma bag system I've been using for the past year is not adequate for me anymore because I've lost weight. It has caused a haematoma under my stoma which is causing all the pain. So after the poking and pushing around the stoma and a nitrogen mixture on the ulcer ... I've been swollowing extra-strong tylenols ! Going to finish reading my alerts and then it will be nighty-night for this gal :tup: