Kareena Angel
New Here
Just found this forum... LOL! I was at work last night and in a lot of pain and lonliness as usual and decided to google "dissociation" as I had just tried to explain it to a friend at work. Both my brother and I have it and I never knew what it was.
I have been sober for 17 years and still feel lonely, depressed, empty and sad. My two sisters are not much help as I think they are more screwed up than I am. My brother and I seem to connect for awhile and then he leaves my life again.
So, I started going to Adult Children of Alcoholics a month or two ago and discovered it was about me and aslo discovered that I had PTSD and that I dissociate.
At times I feel hopeful and that maybe I will get better and my life will get better but most of the time I feel like I just wish I could just die. I have tried so many things and nothing seems to make it go away.
So, I am hoping to find something in this forum that wil help and change my life for the better.
Nice to be here and I would be happy to chat with anyone.
Much Love to All...
I have been sober for 17 years and still feel lonely, depressed, empty and sad. My two sisters are not much help as I think they are more screwed up than I am. My brother and I seem to connect for awhile and then he leaves my life again.
So, I started going to Adult Children of Alcoholics a month or two ago and discovered it was about me and aslo discovered that I had PTSD and that I dissociate.
At times I feel hopeful and that maybe I will get better and my life will get better but most of the time I feel like I just wish I could just die. I have tried so many things and nothing seems to make it go away.
So, I am hoping to find something in this forum that wil help and change my life for the better.
Nice to be here and I would be happy to chat with anyone.
Much Love to All...