I'm not goingto kil myself. But let's be honest. Who would give a shit if I did. No one gives a f*ck on this site. We are all too far self absorbed for that. Infact we'd only claim it as further trauma; oh my god someone i vaguely knew killed themselves. cry me a river justin timberlake. c*nts.
Awakening I'm sorry if that's how you really feel.
Because people here really do care. It's not by a sheer chance of whimsy or boredom that people take the time to post threads and replies. And if you don't believe that, well at least know that's true for me. Because I DO CARE. I care for everone on this site that has helped whether it was by giving me advice, telling me that they understand how I feel, or simply liking something I wrote.
Yes. Everyone is self absorbed. That's what it is to be human. We are intrinsically focused upon ourself.
Are we best of friends on this site? NO.
Are we deeply involved in each others lives on this site? NO.
Could we ever possibly understand each other to the very core? NO.
But what we CAN do is give each other a helping hand. We can listen, empathize, and maybe even give advice. The very FACT that we're doing that only proves that we DO care. We try to help each other out because we all want help ourselves. Is it a perfect system? NO. But we DO CARE.
Do I know you? No. I don't. I know absolutely NOTHING about you except for this thread. But I CARE. Believe it or not I care.
I hope that one day you can believe that.
