The Doomsday Trend

[HëllaBubz]

just are understandably hurt

Hey darl, please to explain? I'm certainly not hurt by anything you said, I merely stated it as a rather amusing and personally honest fact!

But thank you for the compliment!

Seriously, relax, I only take offence when people knock my avatar! :eek::p


I think the fact that you admit on here that you are hiding from yourself is incredibly honest and brave, and certainly shows that you are on your way to healing.
I really hope I wasn't being too pushy, and I most humbly apologize if I was, please let me know if I over step those boundaries and make you uncomfortable.

My only goal, when I stop and think about it, is to pass on as much love and support as I can, but I can get a little ahead of myself sometimes. :p

Anyway, please don't stress about your comments, I know it was certainly true for me too for a time, so I am not upset at all.

xoxoxoxox

 

[Abstract]

Hey darl, please to explain?

Hi Bubzilla!
I meant that you avoided check ups despite high risks because of past hurts rather than stupidity;) .

And thank you for all the kind things you said. No disrespect for your avatar here. as you know - only admiration.

Your goal came through clearly so no worries and I appreciate someone carring enough to give me a good shove as "argggghhh..." as that is (read that as terror of the idea of having a check-up).

xxxxooxxxx

 

[HëllaBubz]

Ah. well considering that needed to be explained, I STILL claim 1st prize as unclever person!

hehehe.:whistling:

And yes I care, if you need some moral support, let me know, I'm here!

 

[Smushroom]

Good to hear it all went well :)

 

[Deleted member 1860]

Oh I know this can be stressful! I hate going to the OB/GYN for a myriad of reasons. One, the practitioners here locally are all female. Ugh, my abuser was female, so I rather have a male. Two, they treat me like sh!t because of my insurance (medicare), and act like I am stupid scum of the earth. Really, the billing guy was so damn condescending to me, and treated me like I was stupid because of my insurance. I NEVER throw my education in anyone's face (really, why would I?), but I was so damn tempted to tell him off and say "hey asshole, I'm on MEDICARE because I was violently raped as a four year old and subsequently developed severe PTSD. I'm pretty damn sure that I am more educated than you (three degrees, working on my fourth), so stick that in your juice box and suck it!" But, I was a lady and just smiled and nodded, thinking to myself "what an idiot". I had a workup with my GP in June, and I like her, so I think I'll just stick with her for now, until I need another checkup in a year or so. I guess that gives me time to find a male practitioner. I just get so hocked off at medical personnel/doctors who treat me like crap once they determine I'm on disability. I'm disabled, not stupid... And then I feel violated by the rates they charge... It cost me $195 for two minutes of the ob/gyn's assistant's time! Seriously, health care reform is in order. Thank god for the internet...I can now get my contraception overseas, no prescription needed, no outrageous doctors fees.

 

[Whitneys story]

I'm totally clear.....totally, nothing left of it, zip, nada, zilch.

Goosebumps! This is so huge and exciting! Lets celebrate.:D:hug::singing::playful: Huge Hugs, Whitney

 

[Whitneys story]

I only take offence when people knock my avatar!

I hope you remember I said I loved your avatar, but seriously you are absolutely precious. How many people approach and want to pinch your cheeks! Thats how the Aunts used to show emotion. Please don't let Bubzilla loose on me. She is just now in second place. Hugs Whitney

 

[HëllaBubz]

lol yeah the bubzilla thinks that annoying people are good with ketchup!:p

:devilish:Rawr!

 

[HëllaBubz]

three degrees, working on my fourth

Damn girl!

so stick that in your juice box and suck it!

:roflmao::laugh::hilarious:

Oh SNAP!

 

[Whitneys story]

Just for you, no (c) made by me not copied and free!

 

[Abstract]

And yes I care, if you need some moral support, let me know,

Hi Bubzilla,
How are you doing with all of this?

What you said to me before seems to have had some sort of affect and I have slowly been moving towards this being more possible. Not the smear but the lump.

If you don't mind could I post my progress on here? I don't feel able to start a thread. No need to do anything! Its just posting will make it more real and therefore likely I follow through.

Please say no if it would be triggering or if it feels like a boundary issue.

Thanks.

 

[HëllaBubz]

Absolutely my darling, I would love to hear about your progress, and I want to do whatever will enable you to get on the road to recovery :hug:

I am very glad you asked, and please, do let me/us know how things are!
I had a psychiatric evaluation on Friday for the defense, and 4 days later my head is COMPLETELY cooked, and I've had trouble dragging myself out of bed and even holding a normal conversation, so if my replies are a little weird, now you know why! :dead:

I'm going to put in an application to be put down.....does anyone want me to make a photocopy of the form? :eek::rolleyes::hungover: