I Don't Wanna...

[Changing4Best]

I don't wanna watch the superbowl today or any day, I hate football! It reminds me of when I was a young girl and my older sister used to drag me to football games and I'd sit there on that bleacher and FREEZE. I didn't even know today was the day until I saw a joke about it on Facebook. It was the Maxine for the day and she says, that today is the only day that men can watch TV for 3 hours and not touch the remote (or words to that effect). She's got that right! My hubby used to hog the remote, switching around between stations looking for chase scenes on police shows and such. That was what he lived for, to see cars chasing one another, it drove me CRAZY. I could never just watch a show.

I got so I hated to watch TV so much I would not hardly even go into the room where it was palying. Even when he was out of town, I was so used to not watching it that I didn't even watch it then.

I'm a widow now and I don't even own a TV!

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I do not want to watch my husband slowly deteriorate and become bed bound and die. And that is going to be exactly what happens.

I have so much to sort through and resolve. I will be better off once I get more help around here.

 

[Changing4Best]

I don't want to hear this noise from my noisy upstairs neighbors now and it is 10PM. But it looks like I have little choice as usual.

 

[ms spock]

I don't want to get all the tests tomorrow. I don't want to be in so much pain.

 

[Changing4Best]

I don't wanna worry about this news I just got from my MD that I have to get a sonargram and that is probably, I'm thinking, not all I'm going to have to get. They will want to do a biopsy, then if it is cancerous, they will want to remove that body part... I don't wanna deal with ANY of this!

 

[ms spock]

I don't want to be sick. I had to miss out on my trip to Sydney today.

 

[Britt.f7]

I don't want to be certain parts of me.

 

[71nothing]

I don't want to work tomorrow. I don't want to go to traffic court tomorrow. I don't want my body to feel like its non existent anymore. I don't want the feelings of depression that seem to be coming again.

 

[Bernie's_mom]

I don't wanna watch the superbowl today or any day, I hate football!

You also said: "That was what he lived for...I got so I hated to watch TV so much I would not hardly even go into the room where it was playing...I'm a widow now and I don't even own a TV!"

Ditto!! You are a woman after my own heart! It took two years from being away from my husband before I was willing to agree to reruns on Netflix for my kids.

I don't wanna fix dinner or wash dishes or do laundry or work tomorrow. And I already didn't vacuum, because I didn't wanna do that either.:yuck:

 

[ms spock]

I don't want to be sick. I don't want to have pain in my head.

 

[Changing4Best]

I don't wanna go to the dentist for my appointment tomorrow morning.

 

[Changing4Best]

Ditto!! You are a woman after my own heart!

It's nice to know I am not alone.

I even tried to talk to mine about it, way back during the beginning of our 23 year marriage, but he just had his excuses about how he worked all day long and he was tired and he deserved his TV and that was that, I could not change anything.

He watched TV the day he died, if I recall, or at least a few days before, while he was in the hospital after his major heart attack.

I'll never forget the day my nephew hid the remote on him, LOL... the kid was maybe 10 yrs old or something and wanted to watch HIS game HE liked, so he put the remote under his seat and wouild NOT tell my husband where it was until his show was done. Then he brought it out and placed it on the coffee table. Probably after that, every Thanksgiving, my hubby would have hid it himself, but I never paid attention. I only know that this happened ONCE, grinning here... I do recall that my hubby was VERY ANGRY about it, hee hee...