What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[LaurieJ]

I am feeling frustrated and alone. I wanted to volunteer for the Special Olympics but can't now. I cannot drive on this daytime dose of klonopin which I desperately need. So I asked for a ride there and got screamed at. I'm tired of this medication screwing up my life and am about to stop taking it during the day. When I take it it knocks me out for three hours. Then I'm drugged the rest of the day. It's like he sees me trying to progress and stops me dead in my tracks. Why do I expect anything different from any of them at this point in my life? Well F them all I'm applying to graduate school to earn an MSW for next spring. I wrote most of the entrance essay last night. I'm not saying anything to any of them. I no longer care what they say about me anymore. They're the toxic ones.

 

[intothelight]

Feeling very rested and very peaceful today. Going to take a day off and just spend the day "enjoying life".

 

[Chincho]

I'm feeling so much anxiety I'm sure I will burst into little pieces any moment now. Either that or play Jack Nicholson's part in The Shining.

 

[DharmaGirl]

I'm scared, but I usually am, nervous, proud of being able to identify my feelings, and happy I got a mac pro but frustrated that I have to learn to use it since I have always used a pc.

 

[ms spock]

I had massive anxiety today. It felt overwhelming.

I went to see some bellydancing and then I came home and had a nap.

Then I went and boogie boarded and that felt good to be back into exercise.

 

[Lionheart]

I feel tired, weak, exhausted, but happy and sort of mellow.

I'm still healing from a nasty respiratory infection and guess I'm waiting for my body to catch up with my mind and spirit, so that I can get out in the yard and plant some flowers and/or veggies for the garden (etc). Seems even illness doesn't stop spring fever from occurring. :)

I'm missing my forum friends, but am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. *(My postings have been really sporadic lately as I haven't been physically able to be here for more than a few minutes at a time)...still I am wishing peace and comfort for all and will hopefully be back soon.

Hugs,
Lion

 

[LaurieJ]

I am feeling tired and have a headache. I got a ride so I can volunteer for the Special Olympics. I found a new church today a totally different religion than the one I was raised in. But I was crying and didn't go into the service. So I'll go next week. From everything I've read this church seems like a fit and a possible home for me. I've been without religion in my life for so long.

 

[Froggie]

Hi Froggie, I hope your laptop gets fixed as soon as possible. it sounds it was attacked by some virus. Was it? I am just asking because I am concerned on this with you.

Not my laptop, it's just the motherboard. It was my son-in-law's laptop that got attacked by a virus, but it is fixed now. He added an antivirus but he put it at top power and that is why I'm having trouble getting my messages, alerts ... etc. on this forum. Will be more than glad to get my laptop back !

 

[Abstract]

Annoyed with myself as usual. I have a choice. I can either frantically read up and work through the night and be non functional tomorrow when I need to be able to relay the information, or I can attempt to force myself to sleep and therefore not work and know nothing tomorrow and therefore have nothing to say.

 

[Abstract]

sporadic lately as I haven't been physically able to be here for more than a few minutes at a time

I am really sorry to hear that Lion. I hope you are more able soon.

nxiety

I hope you find some peace Ms Spock.

proud

That is something to be very proud of!

 

[amethist]

I am feeling like the world is caving in on me today.

I ache like I have gone 10 rounds with a heavy weight, I have a mild temperature, which is connected.

Then a gardener thought he could fleece us for a fortune to lay some flags and move a shed. Yea right as if.

 

[intothelight]

Fighting back tears and I have to pull it together. I have totally lost my ability to "numb" out and right now I don't know if that is a good or bad thing. Problem with being emotionally disconnected for so many years, is that when you reconnect, the emotion is just flat out scary. No one is going to "hit" me for crying at this point in my life, but God, I hate tears.