What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Britt.f7]

I stomped on my negative feelings. Of course that didn't leave much room for the good ones. I'm wishing that I was feeling like I did a week ago. Almost euphoric. I need that back.

 

[Let It Be]

Saw in the paper that someone I knew had died, so went by the funeral home to sign the guestbook. I didn't expect to see his two daughters there, preparing pictures for the service later. They recognized me from going with their family on a ski trip many years ago. This all took me by surprise as I just wanted to go in and leave.

I then stopped to talk to the directors about something I keep putting off. My talking with them surfaced so many feelings about my life and not having had a family. Lots of anger came up too about my sister, so will need to address that. It was just too much to face so am feeling pretty down about myself!

 

[Abstract]

Separation anxiety - from my computer!

Emotionally and physically very tired. Jumpy and anxious.

 

[TwoDee2ThreeDee]

@Abstract - I hear you! We had a 2 day outage with Verizon.

Feeling relieved and satisfied to learn some new tricks for tech

 

[ninja]

Eons better this evening. Feeling much more rejuvenated and present.

 

[therisa]

Depressed and exhausted from two days of extreme anxiety. Just want to sleep, the rain away, here. Haven't been writing any poetry, for the past 2 days, now. Angry, at my building management for their handling of yesterday, which worsen my anxiety. They have, the sensitive of a rusty nail.

 

[DharmaGirl]

I'm feeling much better, although I am tired since I didn't sleep well. I feel present. Yay!

 

[zaniara]

Pain, too much

 

[Britt.f7]

I felt well enough, inside and out, to make cookies and tidy up the kitchen. That is a good sign of the day.

 

[Spiderallis]

I can't think of a word for it. I didn't sleep so my anxiety levels are up, and I keep getting startled by the sounds of a windy day outside. I'm being very mean to me about jumping out of my skin over such a silly thing. Maybe it's disappointment for not learning how to manage these things yet? All I can see is a pile of symptoms, I don't know where to pull to get myself out of the tidal waves of black goo.

 

[therisa]

All I can see is a pile of symptoms, I don't know where to pull to get myself out of the tidal waves of black goo.

Spiderallis, this is a big start towards exiting your black goo.

Numb, and frustrated, at life, in general.

 

[KP the nut]

I'm feeling relaxed and happy. I have done all week. I was proud of myself for taking care of myself when I had a cold and turned down a night out. It was the best thing to do me me, plus I was able to say no without feeling guilty.

I'm looking forward to going away for tomorrow night. Hubby and I are going to see our daughter and the band she is in. We have their CD but haven't seen them play live. The B & B is booked and the dog watcher is organised.