Fluoexetine - Worsened OCD to being unbearable, anxiety also worse,
Citalopram - violent allergy - extreme sickness, head pain and muscle cramps.
Sertraline - 6st weight gain in two months and 3 years post ssri sexual dysfunction.
Buspirone - Virtually no effect positive or negative. However when double dosed at the same time as a double dose of promethazine would without fail cause me to sleep. I think it may have reduced anxiety at one point but the difference was so marginal, I don't know if it's just because I wanted it to work.
Diazepam - No noticeable effect whatsoever.
Lorazepam - Works well (though better the first 4 times I took it), calms and no negative side effects, if it wasn't addictive I would use it more frequently or always, it's amazing for me.
Promethazine - Great for car sickness, mild anxiety relief and sleep aid.
Trazodone - No effect whatsoever anxiety, sleep or depression.
Amitriptyline - extreme suicidality resulting in failed attempt and hospitalisation
Mirtazapine - very little effect but no longer extremely suicidal - I don't know if this is because of the meds or a natural mood swing, still very down, anxiety still there, nightmares reduced but increased insomnia.
Zopiclone - Helps sleep as long as I actually try to go to sleep, if I don't lie down and shut off in 20-30 minutes after taking it, I get anxious and jittery and can't sleep at all - didn't have this the first time I took it, I don't know if the dose was different, because then I literally couldn't stand or talk.
For no reason that I can determine Paracetamol and Ibuprofen both help me sleep a little, they seem to alleviate what I can only describe in the absence of it, mental pain.
I'm thinking of asking the Psychiatrist of adding Venlafaxine to the Mirtazapine because I don't want have to wean off and be medless at the moment, plus the two can be taken together and sometimes work very well together. If I find they work, depending on the amount they work I will either wean off the Mirtazapine or just stick with it. I think I may be treatment resistant - apparently that requires only 2 or more unsuccessful medication!
Edit: Just saw StrongerNow's post, also tried valerian in a concentrated form, chamomile and other herbal things my mum gave me when I was younger and I noticed no difference whatsoever, except that the Valerian tasted terrible :)