I tried to read up on this when I got home, but I can't seem to find anything pertaining to this particular thing. I've been diagnosed with dissociation in correlation to my PTSD. Not something separate. I've been having a rough last few weeks, and I've been dissociating more frequently. Today was a whole new extreme for me.
I "woke up" in the middle of having sex with an unknown man. I'm not claiming rape because of what happened following me "waking up". It was absolutely terrifying though. I don't know who he is, or how I ended up at his place. All I know for sure is that it wasn't rape based on emails I found from an old account on my phone. I was clearly emailing back and forth with him. Not his fault.
Has anyone experienced this? I feel like I've reached a whole new level of crazy. I'm hoping I'm not alone in this.
I know I need to tell T when I see her in a few days, I just don't know how. How do you bring something like that up in therapy? I'm so anti talking about sex that I think T has only once ever attempted a conversation with me on the subject. I don't know what I should do or how I should handle it. Do I email this guy back and apologize and explain so it doesn't happen again?
I "woke up" in the middle of having sex with an unknown man. I'm not claiming rape because of what happened following me "waking up". It was absolutely terrifying though. I don't know who he is, or how I ended up at his place. All I know for sure is that it wasn't rape based on emails I found from an old account on my phone. I was clearly emailing back and forth with him. Not his fault.
Has anyone experienced this? I feel like I've reached a whole new level of crazy. I'm hoping I'm not alone in this.
I know I need to tell T when I see her in a few days, I just don't know how. How do you bring something like that up in therapy? I'm so anti talking about sex that I think T has only once ever attempted a conversation with me on the subject. I don't know what I should do or how I should handle it. Do I email this guy back and apologize and explain so it doesn't happen again?