I Realize That I

[Ellabella44]

I realize that I have to have more patience with myself. The biggest barrier to who I want to be is myself and I need to learn to get out of my way.

 

[Recovery4Me]

When I hear of my ex throwing things at his employees during his meeting (ahem)...I feel like this-

and realize life never ceases to amaze me.

 

[Justmehere]

I realize that I want compliments to feel good, not anxiety provoking.

 

[Nighthawk]

I wasnt born to be pretty. or rich, or healthy. I know I was born to love animals feel energy and have sentivities that are offten more of a curse than a blessing. Never the less I was born.

 

[Recovery4Me]

I know I was born to love animals feel energy and have sentivities that are offten more of a curse than a blessing.

Gifts of our being, are not chosen by us but by design of Mother Earth and the Great Spirit (or Higher Power). It is an incredible responsibility to be a steward of nature and it's children. Sensitivity must be heightened to feel the rhythm or pulse of the animal (ect) as to be a beckoning familiar harbor for their refuge.

However, only certain humans have this energy so it will over load your senses and may feel like a curse. Think of the Lord of the Rings and the Wizard of the Woods- Radagast the Brown... a gentle soul but full of compassion for the little ones who could not always defend. You are truly blessed NightHawk...more than you know. A soul to journey within the beauty others only read about. Love from the creatures of our planet (and more than a few of the members here). Be at peace with your gift...it is a Magical Thang' ((((hugs))))

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realized today that my daughter may be an undiagnosed Narccisst. From everything I have read it is most likely. I realized that I am so glad I did not engage her verbally.

 

[Anrish]

@Recovery4Me : I can understand your feelings - even if I'm realize that I'm still afraid of the Cheshire cat...:nailbiting:

I realize that it's okay to take a nap during the weekend days...:sleep:

 

[Let It Be]

I am beginning to realize why I have so much difficulty talking to someone when the phone rings. It is like I am in that state that I was so long when a family member or my past bully boss would call me. I realize that I need to tell myself that I am safe now, etc.

Another insurance person called the other day and I became overly stressed and all she was telling me was that she was going to send me more money for repairs to my home that I was not aware of.

I realize I need to watch this and learn from this on a deeper level. I am reacting, something I probably never I thought I could with family or a boss.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realized that when I point a finger at someone that I have three more pointing back to me. I realized that so much is out of my control and that I feel so small at times. I can only change me and that takes effort and time. I realize that I have so much that I need to let go of and release some people to themselves. I realize that my low self esteem is on the rise right now. I realize that I have done the best I could with the information I had at the time and it takes me some time to grow up into what is real and true.

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I will have to take it all a bit slower...otherwise my body won't be able to keep up.

 

[Britt.f7]

I realize that I may have to keep my mouth shut when my nephew spouts his extreme Christianity. He has really gone over board and friends that called him on it on facebook have been unfriended by him. He can't accept anyone else's view. It's really kind of sad.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

I realize I might take a long time to fix :(