JEKBreatheandBelieve
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I have been struggling with low blood pressure and light-headedness for awhile now. Last night it was particularly bad and accompanied by chest pain, so I went to the ER. Unfortunately, I have been there many times because of mental health reasons.
Once the ER doctor (who I believe did my stitches the last time I was there), read/remembered that, he started asking if I was going through another bout of depression. Another bout? Um, yeah, cause it magically went away. Anyway, I clammed up because I didn't know how to say that yes, earlier today I was in really bad shape and I have been struggling a lot lately, but right now my problems are physical. And I have been working a lot of separating out somatic versus psychosomatic pain lately.
Anyway, I couldn't say it. He brought in the crisis worker. They did the obligatory blood tests and then sent me on my way home. Today I have spent the day sleeping. I've gotten up a few times to walk around and get food, but I still have low blood pressure and light-headedness and have found it hard to stay awake.
I wish that I could have spoken up for myself last night and actually gotten the care I went there for. It makes me so mad that I can't get help for physical problems. Just because I have mental health issues doesn't mean I can't have real physical problems, too. I am so angry, but have no idea what to do about it.
Once the ER doctor (who I believe did my stitches the last time I was there), read/remembered that, he started asking if I was going through another bout of depression. Another bout? Um, yeah, cause it magically went away. Anyway, I clammed up because I didn't know how to say that yes, earlier today I was in really bad shape and I have been struggling a lot lately, but right now my problems are physical. And I have been working a lot of separating out somatic versus psychosomatic pain lately.
Anyway, I couldn't say it. He brought in the crisis worker. They did the obligatory blood tests and then sent me on my way home. Today I have spent the day sleeping. I've gotten up a few times to walk around and get food, but I still have low blood pressure and light-headedness and have found it hard to stay awake.
I wish that I could have spoken up for myself last night and actually gotten the care I went there for. It makes me so mad that I can't get help for physical problems. Just because I have mental health issues doesn't mean I can't have real physical problems, too. I am so angry, but have no idea what to do about it.