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What it says in the title. Has this something to do with the cptsd or not? Do others here have this too? For example humming traffic in the distance, a fan somewhere outside. I play music than. But than somehow the background noise seems to bite itself into my head. Am I listening for danger...

Yesterday I told my oldest brother what happened to me. His reaction was so sweet and kind. I was scared to tell him. He wrote: you never had the life you should have had. They destroyed your life. he understand exactly what is wrong to me. Not even my mother understood this. My oldest brother...

I don't know if this question is in the right topic. I have been SA ed by 2 of my brothers, that is clear to me. What is not clear to me if this was the case with a 3rd and younger brother. We differ 1 and a half year in age. With this brother I had quarrels at the dinner table nearly every day...

In 1999 I emigrated to Ireland. It was a home coming. However, I am not Irish. In Ireland I felt save and at ease. In my home country I was a totally different person. Introvert, unable to keep a job and nearly constantly living in a kind of dream world. In Ireland this continued. I had...

I live in an apartment complex for seniors. I live at ground level and have a mini garden. I rent from a company, who have have another company who does the gardens of the complex. Last year I agreed with them that they would skip my garden. They were pruning everywhere yesterday, also in my...

I can lose my temper in a spilt second. I was trying to open my email on my laptap. This didn't work; wrong password. The password was right. I am 1oo% sure. Than I get so fffff angry, I start to scream and shout. Next I begin throwing anything that's near me. I don't care anymore if I damage my...

I got invited by my sister and friend to go to a dinner. That's 2 different events. They know what's happened in my past. They also know I have cptsd. I think people don't understand thar cptsd is a complex psychological illness. And it doesn't have a guide book that we or other people can...

I am recently diagnosed with cptsd. I had therapy before but have started again. Because my dissociation technic is failing the last few months. Error 313. I m hearing everything now and get upset and what not. I can hardly do anything anymore. I am afraid that things will go wrong, or I"ll get...