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"You need to believe in yourself." That's all I remember landing my last job and advice I can give. People with PTSD make the world a better place. You make the world a better place, now go get a job

Yeah, but chase him away :) We have common

@WarBreed, sorry your wife left you. And I don't know why @Echo wants to send you into My Combat. It's our good conscience that gets us to where we are. We get to understand so much about ourselves here, wish you the same

I have had my downs (married 26 yrs.), but I'd start by "What did I do to deserve this, jerk wod?" and then "What did you do, so bad to think you don't deserve me?" God knows, I've/I love so many woman that I thought that deserved better. Then finding out they where treated worse than me and my...

"I know when it's (panic attack) coming" and it happens sooner or later (Later is that we are prepared, know ourselves so well). This seems to be classic for me on remembering things. But remember I have been dealing with this from the age three, through school not knowing.

Been married 26 years and have had PTSD all but 3 years. I do the same thing, thank you for the perspective. I'd rather think it out than say something I'd regret later

The anger gets me on a lie. I think it's because in a stressful situation I blank out and can't remember. So it looks like I lied if asked, What did you see (for example)? Response, "Nothing." But get this when I settle down I remember everything. I tell yeah, this pisses me off, because I look...

I had this reflection of a friend I can't believe everything they say. But yet having PTSD, they really can't believe me either, so this angered me quickly. I feel like a hypocrite, but intentionally to get even with me for something I didn't do consciously. PS: Sorry, if I'm off the beaten...

I hate when my family is happy and I'm not. It's like they are not letting me in the secret. What's worse is when I reflect back and say, "I get it now." Thank God for a forgiving family and one day I plan on making it up to them well enough to reflect back on the why I went out of my way to do so

Happy Birthday @Notsowild. PS: We have a good conscience and people just need to understand that :)

"A haze winds through my thoughts and emotions, separating my true self from them. This haze seems to intersperse ideas of its own, whispered thoughts that suggest my true desire is for my own demise. It is gray, light, and thin, but substantial enough to obscure me from connecting with my own...

I've had so many beautiful moments, that I thought my anxiety ruined at the time. I reflect back on not knowing I had PTSD and the people that were involved. We evolve by forgiving the sap of a tree for leaving :)

I'm sorry, this is happening to you too. It is such a short subject,"It's like remembrance" and I feel I not only live for myself, but the other as well. PS: The site helps me as well

I'm bad on the medication. Not sure if the sleeping is a time that he is reflecting on the past, which is good and bad. He sounds like he is ready to move on and start a new the best he (we all) can. PS:Our conscience always has the best of us all in heart.

@tommytwojays Welcome to the forum and I'm sorry to hear about the mistrust. My PTSD was suppressed until I was in my forties with similar circumstances. It's the "What if...." that works me, even at the age of three. You know just forgiving others has been therapeutic for me. I have a hard...

Hi Sally Doe, I tried to find the tread I posted in the Discussion section "Reflecting with Sudoku". What I've done is add characters to the numbers 1 is for God 2 is for Spirit 3 is for Love 4 is for Forgive 5 is for Reward 6 is for Life 7 is for Thankful 8 is for Remember 9 is Reflect...

My PTSD was a single (simple) trauma and forgotten (suppressed) for decades. Once someone said," You must of had something tragic happened in your life." sent me off reflecting on my past

"An unresolved past never really goes away until you find the courage to revisit all the pain and accept that there's nothing you can do to change the past. What's happened has happened, what's done is done." My parents was right to say," Just forget about it." at the age of three. It wasn't...

You caught my interest being three years old (too young) and dissociative is what made me say, " No, I did not see that." traumatic event without hesitation.... Remember someone saying, " It was once in a life time." and in my mind I should not have to forgive myself again. It was like what I'd...

@FindingMyself88 just reading the tread, what came to mind, "Best things are free." It's beautiful how you both knows what to come. I like finding myself with a good Sudoku puzzle. I posted in discussion, Reflecting with Sudoku. I made it up, soon after finding out I had PTSD. Work with easy...

Sometimes when I am reflecting (forgiving) with a Sudoku puzzle, it triggers that anger you speak of. Demons I think not, but it did remind me of this

@desiderata310 Well worded and as far as compromise. Maybe this joker has met me once. I forgive to a point, but if there behavior keeps reflecting witted sarcasm or revengeful.... They are smart enough to figure, so I just leave them to themselves.

@indiangirl "Did you tell your husbhand before you got married or did you get diagnosed later on . Sorry personal question you don't need to answer" I've had PTSD from a traumatic event sense the age of three. I questioned my response witnessing another traumatic event and how I was aware I had...

"....but I also found it a bit of a relief to finally know what was happening with me." I was also. I wasn't as forgiving (myself) and it was hurtful when it became a misunderstanding of some sort. I do avoid the revengeful sort of people in my life. Because of it I have the best marriage (26...

Hi ResaLock, I get cold just thinking about living back East. It's going 78 degrees here tomorrow and I need to pack boxes to move April 5. I just wanted to show I'll chime in if I can help you out. Found out here (Forum) I've had child abuse from not being understood