5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Tinyflame]

I don't know where the 'feeling' thread is, but I feel/ think:
I feel terribly pressured
sick
alone
stupid
lost

 

[Silver.]

@Junebug do you mean this thread?
https://www.myptsd.com/threads/what...feeling-can-you-identify-yours.3889/page-1063

:hug:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Just happy today :)
Have paperwork to fill out:(
I will get it all organized and filled out today.:laugh:
Have a good dinner planned:D
Go in my backyard and put overrun vine back on the wooden fence:cool:

 

[Tinyflame]

Thank you @Silver . :hug:

 

[NatBird]

Is my auto immune disease - an inflammatory issue, being caused by all my unexpressed anger. Am I constantly inflammed!

Am I an angry person?

Why don't people see the good and decent in me but they see it on other who are straight a manipulators.

I am learning about how to recognise tribe.

 

[Crow]

Exhausted with having to work.

Hope I can catch the abandoned cat that someone left when she moved.

Hope the cat gets accepted to the cage free rescue.

Hope my kitten heals quickly.

My stomach hurts.

My shoulder muscle is frozen.

 

[The ANP]

1. Sexism is everywhere from rape acceptance to hating Hillary Clinton to how my job happens to Liberal male allies who think it is enough to not be overtly sexist yet do nothing to #dismantlethepatriarchy

2. Therapy is beneficial. I like that my therapist waits for me to form my slow ideas for discussion rather than lead me.

3.call me a conspiracy theorist. I believe 911 was an inside job and the democratic primary was rigged. Is it an open mind or a symptom of psychosis? I always fear the later.

4. I love humanity. Most of the time. Sometimes I find a part that wants to kill.

5. It is so hard to be close when you are traumatized. What a dilemma need for contact, fear of contact. Push/pull

 

[sedna]

I took the whole day off and wish I hadn't.

I didnt really do anything I intended to get done.

I feel frozen and a little disconnected from everything. I feel the same as when I took 6 months off work, like I could stare out the window without moving for 10 years.

I dont have goals that go beyond a few months because it makes me tired to think past the next season. I've felt this way for at least five years. If I didnt have to push myself for my kids survival I know that I'd give up and live in a tent in the Sierras with a dog.

I honestly cant even remember what my plans for my life were when I left my old life. I just know that this wasn't my plan.

I feel like my memories are video playback of someone else's life, I know the woman well enough to guess her thoughts and feelings, but I was never her.

You cant change anything when you don't even know what you want and you dont know who you are, Im just tired. The only time I'm not tired is when I think something is funny or something is making me angry.

Thats why I wear a bluetooth thats not connected to anything so I can yell inapropriate and cruel things at bad drivers on the highway and they think Im just on the phone. I think its funny and Im enraged at the same time.

 

[Ronin]

1. Art commissions. Yay.
2. Plain happy about a job that isn't a danger to life for once.
3. I need more candles.
4. I need more black candles.
5. ... Nigga, you forgetting the hoodoo priest duties, and then you wonder your life implodes? Facedesk.

 

[Sandstone]

1. My brain gives me false positives - I think I've done a thing when I haven't.
2. I like Autumn
3. I like routine tasks
4. I shall keep on going
5. If I had a doughnut I would eat it

 

[Sherry]

1. I should not have eaten that whole tub of icecream earlier - I feel sick.
2. I do so love my little dog, what would I do without her.
3. I really hope my footy team wins tonight, its a semi final and I'd love to see them in the grand final next week.
4. What am I going to make for hubbys dinner tonight .. I'm not hungry I ate a whole tub of icecream. Urgg.
5. I am so tired, I wish I could sleep forever.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER

(person in my 3d life)