5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[expectingbetter]

1. I should NOT be afraid of one missed call from a friend, but I am :sorry:
2. I should not be afraid because my therapist won't be here for just 8 days, and I am :blackeye:
3. I should look forward to spring like I used to long time ago, I am still trying though :ninja:
4. I need to try to solve the issues which are stopping me from switching to having a smartphone
5. I need to be kind to myself plus occupy myself for next 8 days. Scared though.

 

[jaccat]

Sometimes the perks of working in retail are great. I got my holiday suitcase for silly money.
Delayed stress reactions are :inpain:. Woke with stinking headache that painkillers don't touch.
PPI adverts are soo boring.
What to have for dinner when you're not hungry?
How the hell am I going to explain Sunday to T?:O_o:

 

[Anrish]

1. Hugs to @C j @Naoru @expectingbetter and @jaccat - hope you'll soon feel better.
2. Too much group entertainment for someone like me....AAAH!
3. I only have to survive until 31st of March - 18 days to go and 15 times to sleep here...
4. Wanna go home.
5. Began to play "The World ends with you"...main character is as social as I am...:roflmao:

 

[Muttly]

@expectingbetter try not to should yourself. You feel what you feel. It's ok

1) I am not real.. hmmm... can we say dissociation? Right now not feeling real is ok, but it's probably not a place I should stay
2) I need to get moving. Things to do and then work. That part of dissociation is weird because I'm so not functional or ok, but I will be at work. Adds to the not real feeling. I remember showing up to work the day after ODing. I coudln't stand straight. I couldn't stop shaking and yet, there I was talking to customers and doing my job like my body wasn't super sick and I hadn't just tried to kill myself. Total out of body experience. I kept waiting for someone to notice had bad I was. When the customers weren't there I was leaning on the counter because I felt like I couldn't stand and then someone would walk in and I'd pry myself off the counter, smile and stand mostly straight. After about 2/3rds of the day, I finally told my manager I was sick. I don't remember driving home (or there for that matter).
3) I still need to get going. I really don't want to give the pup a bath. Maybe I'll go smell her and see if she's less stinky. If I do give her a bath, I need to get the house warmer first
4) keep drifting in and out. taking forever to write 5 thoughts. maybe this is the day we actually don't manage to click into functional mode
5) what was I doing? huh... wow, it's several hours later. I wonder if ever figured out what I was doing and that's why I wandered off

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Got out and about today:D
It seems to always lift my spirits.:cool:
I get cabin fever from being sick far too long:eek:
Concerned for my sick daughter:cry:
Miss my family:arghh;

 

[Chiqui]

There is hope for me
I can do it, I can learn
Time to go to bed
Glad I went for a walk
Constant with my drawing and comitments

 

[The Albatross]

1. f*ck you.
2. f*ck you twice.
3. I will not be locked into a depreciating circumstance.
4. I am going to a place with open carry and I like that.
5. People training their replacements who are not citizens is f*cked up.

Feel free to bite me.

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Learning my healthy limits feels so damn limiting some days.

Music, sweet music.

Everything is energy and can and will be returned just as it's sent....which is always hard to remember until it comes back around....spend wisely.

Processed crap creates even more of a process to have to undo the process created to ease the burdens of the initial process....hahahahaha....silly f'n humans.

Watching my favorite breeze surfers ride the waves of the strong winds makes me wish I could join them.

 

[DharmaGirl]

My new chicks are very cute and fitting in well with the original 2.
I don't want any roosters since they will have to go.
My last one attacked me so badly I nearly had to kill him to get him off me.
He is gone now.
He would sneak up on me and attack, causing me to be highly triggered. Asshole.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Got my laundry done for the week:cool:
Waiting to hear from my daughter:nailbiting:
Beautiful sunny, warm day, going to get out in it:p
Get my chores done soon.:oops:
Glad to be here:)

 

[jaccat]

Could work today have been any more sh*t?
Sums up this week, really.
Only one more day of it. Just gotta survive tomorrow.
If the boss accuses me of being defeatist again, I might just tell her what I really think.
Defeatist? Considering where I've come from, it's hysterical!

 

[Anrish]

1. Almost crying.
2. Wanna run away....far away from here...
3. I'm so intimidated by these loud noises in my back...
4. People scare me.
5. Locked up in my room.