5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[ThisLifeIsBeautiful]

great job being weed free @ThisLifeIsBeautiful

Thank you @Muttly !!!

 

[ThisLifeIsBeautiful]

1. i'm sad
2. i've taken enough pills to knock anyoneeee out... please kick in soon. kthanks.
3. angry af; sad af; depressed af.... does this shit ever end?
4. couldn't do EMDR today cuz i'm just feeling so off... now i regret it and feel like I didn't try hard enough.
5. nightmares can go f*ck themselves.
bonus: I am resisting the urge to go slash someones tires... f*ck you mean it bitch. gahhh... wish i wasn't so pissed, but it is what it is. and I will resist... karma's a bigger bitch than i could ever be.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Taxes today.
No time or room for other peoples drama.
Going to do self care today.
It is the weekend!
Going to sell some more dvds today.

 

[jaccat]

I wish the weather was just a touch more stable- I want to go out for a long, long walk but don't want to be stuck miles from home in a downpour.
I'm not sure baking custard tarts was a sensible alternative.
Still tired. Permanently tired. Every time I see the 'word that describes you' thread I think tired.
Waiting to hear back about my brother is starting to wear on me.
I told T I could go on a pilgramage to all the places he graffitied his name around town. Not sure that's what she had in mind when she asked how I wanted to honour him.:whistling:

 

[Deleted member 42320]

Thinking...... this is a wonderful website so far
I need to open up more
I need a good hike
I'm hungry
About staying present

 

[ThisLifeIsBeautiful]

1. actually slept last night. thank goodness.
2. still had really vivid nightmares. wishing they would go away, but I know it's the EMDR working.
3. EMDR is the hardest thing I've ever done in my life. It's hard to stick with it, but I see it working. Traumatic memories are getting less and less panic inducing.
4. I say this a lot, but my therapist is a rock star. I appreciate her a lot.
5. Trying to stay positive today. one moment at a time.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I have managed to free myself up from a toxic situation:joyful:
I made the right choice for me today.:ninja:
I feel so good inside now.:playful:
I am going to try to have a good day anyway.:D
It is amazing what a good solid choice on my own behalf accomplishes.:roflmao:

 

[Anrish]

1. @gizmo : Congratulations! You did great!
2. Somewhere close to the south of Loch Lomond today.
3. Loch Lomond wasn't as expected from the songs - too many tourists, too much dirt. :facepalm:
4. Visited the Steal Falls today.
5. Only two more days.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

@Anrish thank you so much!:hug:
I got enough money to get mocha frappe, two packs of smokes and two tacos!:cool:
I am just relaxing now because it is so hot outside today.:laugh:
I am still having a good day:D
Have enough money to mail my taxes in:laugh:

 

[Chiqui]

Watching «The Keepers» :confused:
My eyes sore today because last night all the crying :cry:
Reading three books about trauma at the same time. It doesn't mean I asimilate them, but its significant :)
Playing with ink and caligraphy :clown:
I bought a gorgeous red bluse for me today. :rolleyes:

 

[Chiqui]

@Anrish thank you so much!:hug:
I got enough money to get mocha frappe, two packs of s...

So good to see you doing so well :)
I have copied you adding an emo at the end of the phrase. Love it!!:D

 

[Ronin]

1. f*ck having to talk about what's been up to get any sort of help... not knowing if I get it, anyway.
2. Loch Lomond talks = win. Cheered me up so much. Happy memories. Hope the rest goes better, @Anrish :)
3. Gawd f*cking hate talking. Can I just kick things & gesture through whole the conversation, instead? I'd do better at *that*.
4. Nvm, let's think of all the sisters that are hope & rope back to humanity.
5. Still at death as a calming thought. But my knives got writing all over them, & they're all people to live for. So nevermind the ideation, I still *read*.