5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Lionheart]

I've got to do better than just "white-knuckling" thru the nicotine cravings.

I think I did pretty good for my first real go at not smoking.

I need more things to occupy myself and also some help with anxiety and irritability.

I think I will pat myself on the back rather than beat myself up for not being perfect.

I believe I have the best friends in the world.

 

[Ronin]

1. I'm really not okay. So terrified of people & safe people changing to hateful bitches all around.
2. That neverending noise & never getting sleep can suck it, too. Earplugs don't work nuff.
3. Trying to remind myself I don't want to /die/, I just want to not be hurt, but I don't give a f*ck for that subtle difference. Just still didn't figure something I'd /guaranteedly/ didn't survive, because trains? Survivable. & Hired guns are f*cking /known/ for shooting off.

 

[Anrish]

1. I worked my way through and I did a good job today.
2. Still some studying left to do.
3. First cooking and baking bread. I'll send you some bread rolls @Naoru ! :hug:
4. Imagine a man who is honest with me, not always gentle but honest...would be too perfect to be true.
5. Focus, Anrish.

 

[jaccat]

Treated myself to a trashy TV Movie today, combined with silly messaging with my best friend.
A post on another thread just reminded me of something I forgot to do at work today. Whoops!:whistling:
Does anybody else regularly forget to set the timer on their oven and end up cremating their dinner? Mmm, crispy chips and pizza.:wtf:
If I pick that magazine up and start it I know I'll enjoy it, so why don't I pick it up?
Kind of wishing I didn't have stuff to do tomorrow and could go for a walk instead.

 

[Ironlady]

1. Migraines and headaches in general I really am tired with. Makes thinking functioning much more difficult.
2. Dogs are awesome
3. Cats are awesome
4. Must wear shorts more often exept when other inner scared parts want to hide.
5. Storms are not angry with me. Storms are not angry at me. Trying to decide Can they be a refuge? Storming out now. Practice.

 

[Ironlady]

1. I'm really not okay. So terrified of people & safe people changing to hateful bitches all around.
2. Th...

Hugs my friend. Xx

 

[Naoru]

1 My mouth is watering already @Anrish. :hungry::notworthy: And your living and travel arrangement ideas were not too far from what I was thinking! :laugh:
2 So hot and humid now.
3 Origami puppies! :inlove:
4 Break it down and breathe.
5 We have a saying, bouchuu kan ari - take time to rest, even when you are busy. Or more literal -busy and lonely. :p :hug:'s to all.

 

[Recovery4Me]

@Junebug belated sympathy :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:XXxx
2. Rebuilding boundaries can be fun when some of your family goes like this>:banghead: :tup:
3. I noticed if you build the boundaries to bend (safety nets) with the incoming force...it softens the impact and they do not sit as long in shock.:):whistling:
4. :bookworm: It was so fun, empowering... what took me so long?
5. If I am accepted or not by someone, it might be nice for it to be the real me not the doormat version. Therapy seems to be working...:roflmao: & my offspring is scratching his noggin!

 

[Ronin]

1. @Ironlady, damned right storms aren't angry with you. & If they are, I'm angry with them, now who's in trouble, storms are.
2. Suck it up, buttercup.
3. So tired of making up normal reasons & downscaling everything when triggers are so explode-trauma-f*ckit. 24 NotFriends.
4. Would be nice if I could stop hearing words of abusive suckers.
5. Dear self, /that/ problem isn't solved by suicide, /either/.

 

[Crow]

1. Up all night again.
2. At least I will be at work by 6.
3. Can't wait for my nap at 3.
4. Got nothin'.
5. Absolutely nothing.

 

[jaccat]

WTF?
This isn't drama. This is beyond drama. It's way out of the water and on the way to stratospheric.
There is something very, very wrong about the whole thing. I don't think I'm being paranoid on that front.
I mean, how the hell does someone accidentally lose a dog, and not only forget where they lost him, but when?
I hope he's okay. But I don't think he is.

 

[Anrish]

1. @Naoru : I'll look up some nice recipes for you when the moving stress will be over. ;)
2. @CrowFeather : I hope you were able to have some decent sleep after that. :hug:
3. @jaccat : I hope the dog will show up again and I'm so with you.
4. Why do all suspects justify their evil doing with their childhood? ..."I heard my people argue and they got divorced" ...don't make me laugh. :cautious: ...and that justifies stealing for almost half a million?! I don't get the connection. :meh:
5. Move and bake and cook and do some university stuff. It's Friday and I'm just sooo tired...