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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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Rejoining the land of the living again.:joyful:
Picking up hobbies and old dormant, interest again.:playful:
Really have my hopes restored that life can be good at times again.:laugh:
Really love to be so absorbed in what I am trying.:happy:
Feeling at peace today.:)
 
I like fall weather but it is still a little too warm here for me right now.
I like Halloween and enjoy watching thriller/horror movies, but find my fascination with them is declining.
I'm a little tired and want to get away for awhile, maybe go out of town to visit my cousin.
Travel anxiety has gotten worse, I hope I don't become homebound like some do.
I have therapy in about 2 hours, hope it goes well.
 
It's been a nightmare week at work, and next week's set to be almost as bad.
I'm not going to think about it on my days off.
Instead, I hope I get the chance, and feel well enough, to take a walk.
I want to go to the woods, visit my brother's tree, and stop in the cafe for tea and cake.
I don't want to spend tomorrow paying bills, doing coursework, and sending e-mails, which is probably what I'll actually do.
 
1 ~ Everything aches
2 ~ Been so excited about being able to move away from the man that's been emotionally abusive for 16 years that I've had difficulty getting to sleep.
3 ~ Booyakasha
4 ~ I might be well messed up by the experience but I'm here.
5 ~ On my side.
 
1.I'm so glad my son wasn't upset with me for something I'd done (hadn't really done anything though) He was just out of credit and slack at picking up.
2.I wish I could get my act together and actually do something
3.I am a bit of a loser coz I'm so tired and not doing things that need doing
4.I'm so glad my partner came back and he still loves me
5.Does that mean I'm actually lovable and worth something?
 
Last day of running it solo, but I did well.
Watching some of the big industry players crash, part of the fallout of internet sales and the retail downfall. Am I doing enough to position the company to thrive?
Is my focus on business because I am afraid of what I have no control over?
Do I even know what the hell I want, need, should be, could be....my head is isn't a mixer, its a freaking food processor.
PTSD, normal, somewhere in between and does it matter since the end result is the same?
 
The sun is shining so it is going to be a good day for me.:)
counting on the little things to brighten my day:coffee::hungry:
I am determined to do more around here:tup:
I may go out later on in the day.:ninja:
Things will either work out or they will not.:ninja:
 
I'm hanging in there, what else can I do,
I know this all has its purpose and it all just takes time
Things are changing which includes me.
I will need to speak up next week which will be new for me
But it needs and has to be done for me to get through this!
 
1. Oh, good, something I actually know something about. Hooray, wuss having an excuse to stick around with a chance to not be completely useless.
2. Coffee.
3. Yeah, those things in the past few days made me I-need-a-smoke nervous. Just no. Said I need baby steps. /Said/ I can't unlearn a lifetime of violence with a few months of peace.
4. Need to organize the cluster of a mental map re: 1. Right, so how do we sequential about it once again.
5. ROFLMAO at 3) conversation though. Yeah. Not taking that way. Precisely for that reason. The 'I could' has been a constant for a few years - and so was a -I didn't.- (... Aiming for the f*cking sun, with the country of the rising sun in mind.)
 

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