5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Deleted member 12723]

People told me I would get my darlings back, when I was feeling very hopeless and grief stricken and it helped me find hope so I'm hoping I can help you fan that ember of hope inside you too.

thank you so much for this. I do have hope but not very much.:happy::hug:

 

[mumstheword]

I am having a hard time not crying in public today. Already cried on the bus coming in.

I start my "early childhood sexual trauma/abuse therapy today. Scared and hopeful

My big daughter rang me! That's nearly never happened before. She is having wisdom teeth trouble and wanted my advice. Mum's who they call on in crisis :-)

I made it out the door this morning! Major achievement!

Lots of parenting by proxy duties today and waiting in town all day til 3.15 to see my new therapist.(I still don't drive or have a car, work in progress)

 

[mumstheword]

thank you so much for this. I do have hope but not very much.:happy::hug:

I really am sharing the pain with you. I totally get it. Shedding another tear for us.

 

[Lionheart]

@Lionheart777 I'm sorry you have pneumonia and am glad you are getting better now. I imagine it's slow

Thank you @Muttly ...it is a slow process of healing. I am on antibiotics for 3 more days and then hopefully it will be over. :unsure::tup:

Listening to Jesus Christ Superstar (the rock opera) 1973. :angelic:
Grateful for family and friends who have been helping me get food since the supply ran dry.:angelic:
I added a HDMI cable to computer since I had an extra one. :cool:
Thinking of some new, better speakers for the PC since I listen to a lot of music and watch a lot of movies.:inlove:
Considering going to a Catholic Mass this year for Christmas, a friend invited me. :angelic:

 

[Akhos]

This month has dragged massively. Sent an email last week, seriously? Feels like it was 2 months ago I sent that
Went to the shops, wanted to run, but eventually put my finger up to it and did it anyway
Tidying up the house now whilst listening to Chicago
I miss my friend
Maybe I should research the cost of retiling the floors? I quite enjoy tiling - its relaxing

 

[The Albatross]

If you like retiling floors I love this but am too old to pursue it: How To Install A Copper Penny Floor - A Made in USA DIY Project - USA Love List

 

[Tropical]

1. After watching 4 episodes of Vikings, it triggered quite a large depressive episode in me. As much as I love the whole Viking lore, some parts are.... no. Can't do it. Not yet.

2. I'm surprised my fish are still alive after a pretty significant temperature drop. :eek:

3. I underestimated how much yarn I need for my crochet projects. :eek::eek:

4. I managed to go to the city by myself a week ago. Still pretty pumped about that. :joyful:

5. I've sat for about 10 minutes thinking about what the 5th thought could be. I guess I don't have one. :giggle:

 

[The Albatross]

@Tropical - #5 of which is indeed a thought.

1. I talked to all I missed this week except my friend Brenda and it was good to catch up.
2. The veneer is being peeled back at the 3 week mark and the cliques, back talking and "real" work environment is becoming more apparent.
3. Why is it that the less important your job is, the more drama there is? Ridiculously stupid issues in play at work at the moment with the exception of 4 rather large ones... but of course that's not what dominates the conversation there.
4. Hearing my old former coworker "Tony", a very rough and tumble Mississippi gal in my head telling me... "GGGggiiirrrrrlllll - Itz jes a JOB. A J-O-B." You get inspirational reminders from the strangest places.
5. A friend reminded me that I don't have to tell anyone at work how I sprained my wrist and that I should keep it wrapped the next few days. (My mister, in a dead sleep, flopped over when I was mid turn and all 220 pounds of him hyper extended my wrist - I left it unwrapped the last couple days of work before being off yesterday, too embarrassed on the heels of an illness to deal with it).

 

[Akhos]

School run time. So thankful i can stay in the car
Listening to a band from my home. Prime circle -breathing. Love this song
Cant get the replacement laminate anymore. Tiling it is then. Im secretly happen about that
Chest is still sore. Sometimes i hope its a heart attack but the damn thing keeps beating on

 

[Anrish]

1. Last day for myself.
2. Still some learning left to do.
3. A bit excited about Saturday...:x3:
4. Hmmm...
5. Missed my piano.

 

[Chiqui]

I feel sleepy. Such a good feeling at the right night time.

Two weeks on regular sleep. I feel almost frightened to write It! How wonderful It would be if It keeps stable...

I think It has been a good choice to join the women's group.

My art work has been selected for an open festival. 3 days exposed to people. I want to be emotional and mentaly ready, so already bouncing few ideas on this.
The idea of Christmas coming soon still dislike me deeply. I don't know yet how I will be dealing with It.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. We're doomed
2. Stupid frozen tundra country
3. Need potassium and magnesium
4. Want to give up
5. Not on this planet to be tested by you, not wasting anymore time on you and it's absolutely your loss