5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[ninja]

It is of course the case that the day I need to be on my game for a kid who’s going through his own rough time and is extremely sensitive, I feel angry and didn’t sleep. I’m afraid he will pick up on this junk and it will affect him negatively.
So I listened to some weirdo anger releasing guided meditation, and tried to give it a fair chance but it was so corny I can’t.
I’ve since turned on some angry music and that has so far proved to be a better tactic.
I have to let myself off the hook of being perfectly okay for this kid. I am the adult but I have feelings too and am on my own process with them, I have to respect that.

Laying around is not what I need today despite it being what I’d like.

Blah.

 

[Mach123]

I lost my sh*t.
It didn't fit
I went for broke
It's not a joke

I wouldn't know a lady till this one came up and kissed me. She said that I was silly and was glad she hadn't missed me.

Is that 5? If I have a few extra will u yell at me in the speedy checkout?

 

[Muttly]

1) f*ck this sinus infection
2) I am allowed to say no
3) f*ck this sinus infection
4) I was so freaked out I wouldn't pass this course or get done on time, but I did. I sure stress myself out at time
5) and why not, f*ck this sinus infection

 

[intothelight]

1. Its day 1.
2. One vehicle fixed, three to go.
3. Need to think of some Birthday surprises for someone.
4. New rule...do the most difficult things first. Only three per day and then enjoy the rest of the day.
5. Compartmentalize and keep it tight.

 

[Ronin]

1. More cows and airplanes needed.
2. So sick of trying and not getting anywhere.
3. Cascade loss of friends would go easier if I could just grab that backpack, pass and Go.
4. Dear boyfriend, sorry for no news, but as stuck in the past and as stuck in the Evade, I really have nothing to say. Not gonna drag you down.
5. Airplanes and microsleeping. And pretending that sideways of a decade did not happen, they are all well, alive, waiting for another box of chocolates. (Merci for the damned lifetime)

 

[intothelight]

1. Start weight training today. No wings allowed.
2. Daily donations until this is cleared out.
3. The struggle to juggle is real and will take a lot of flexibility to figure it out.
4. Uhh...nursing home paperwork. I don't like this.
5. Break it down into little pieces.

 

[DharmaGirl]

1. Nice day to work on the broody coop
2. Nice day to plant
3 Nice day to relax
4. I'm tired from sleeping so much, lol.
5. I want to clean!

 

[ninja]

- Today felt like three days smashed into one.
- After being in therapy with the same therapist for multiple years, I am finally able to remember to warn myself ahead of time: even if I feel really good after leaving the appointment, expect some shakiness and tiredness later.
- I am looking forward to going on a walk around campus later and then going to bed. My dreams have been entertaining.
- I was proud of myself for remembering to double check the bus number as I took the wrong one last week and didn't notice till I was way in another city. Except this week the class I was headed to was changed and I forgot to check before I left. Always check before you leave.
- Considering volunteering at an animal shelter. It'd be nice to find something else to do in the coming months.

 

[Teasel]

Words drying up
Had a good sort of day
Comparatively speaking
Lots of fear under the surface
Still, small triumphs

 

[Slushie]

1. EBay you've ruined the site layout
2. EBay you've ruined the site layout
3. EBay I hate you
4. EBay you've ruined the site layout
5. EBay put it back the way it was!
:mad:

 

[Lionheart]

5 thoughts I am having today are;

The pain I now feel is just a forerunner of the 'storm' to come.
I hope I am strong enough to last thru the "bad weather"
this is gonna suck
I'm bracing for impact
I can't imagine life with out my sister

 

[jaccat]

Why does bad stuff always happen when I've got a hundred other things going on?
I can do this, just got to be careful.
I can't believe how much I've driven this week, and today in three different cars.
I need a break.
I need sleep.