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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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I'm thinking about living like I am dying cause I am, ...we all are.
I'm thinking of wiping the slate clean and ridding myself of past regrets.
I am thinking about love and how it is a powerful force.
I am thinking about soaking in a hot bath.
I'm thinking the holidays are gonna suck this year.
 
-create an hourly schedule for myself on dry board
-I will meditate after this post
-back on the treadmill today
-I read someone say today that they have to accept that PTSD alone is a disability, I need to accept my limitations. (thanks to whoever that was).
-diggin' the scene with a gangster lean. - Curtis Mayfield
 
Today I'm logging on for the first time in idk how long..so I'm thinking

1. I've really missed and needed the support
2. Trying to think about how much time has passed makes my head spin
3. Idk what I'm doing
4. I wonder if all my old pals are still on here
5. I think I'm gonna have a breakdown soon

If anyone remembers me from here, hello I hope everyone's been okay
 
I don't know how but it's going to be okay
I really enjoying giving massage and I am really good at it!
I have good ideas
It's possible, don't listen to the critic, it's possible
I am grateful for people at the doorway, coming in to my life
 
- am i over doing the self care?
- is it ego or is something 'real' there?
- glad I'm asking questions rather than making statements
- i hope i'm getting better
 
1) realizing that I've had a somewhat bad headache for days. hmmm
2) Yay, my finger is healing.
3) I can't believe I forgot the spinach for the spinach dip. Well, ok. I can believe it. But... I don't wanna go to the store.
4) I thought I was in a good mood, which may have been true. Now I'm just antsy
5) Need to come up with a plan for the rest of the week
 
1. I haven't been doing much thinking
2. I wonder if things are changing (they are always changing, yea but for real?)
3. I hope that I will see L tomorrow
4. I am feeling good
 
1. I'm in a lot of pain and I need to do something about it instead of suffering through the days.

2. I'm going to get a job because I need money and benefits; that's all there is to it! I'm telling the universe and asking God.

3. I really appreciate you guys, truly, and I'm glad I'm popping in from time to time. :) <3

4. I really want a happier life with people in it and maybe an animal or three. It's time to get my plan in motion. At least I'll be trying if I can get started.

5. Getting started and maintaining are both very difficult for me. I need to work on cognitive distortions surrounding this "what's the point" mindset that keeps getting in my way.
 
1.) Thinking of the time I took an Ativan and couldn't even walk thru the grocery store. I had to push a cart out to the car and sit down.
2.) I miss my sisters sense of humor, her smile, and her laughter. I am thinking of her and our memories together.
3.) I think I like Netflix better than Hulu.
4.) I think I just smoked my last cigarette, ..at least I certainly hope so.
5.) I think I need a special lady friend in my life.
 
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