5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Ladyghosthunter]

1. The Walking Dead returning in October.
2. Ghosting again
3. Nick and the shootings
4. Cleaning out the house
5. Homework

 

[Ronin]

1. So does Arrow. In which I am what? Sticking around till October, very minimum.
2. @corvidae, very much for prolongement of baking season. I managed but soo need to learn this more. Me & Kitchen are still not very friends.
3. More fruits.
4. I need a different glue.
5. Speaking of, also different gloves.

 

[Missycat]

:hug:s all, sending warm cuddles and positive thoughts to help you when its tough
Return to T tomoz and feel like i should dress like this :ninja: so can just sit and not speak!
Jobs to do around the house but i cant be bothered
Im worried about someone but dont know what advice to give
For some reason my abuser keeps popping in to my head urgh :banghead::mad:

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Thank you @corvidae how funny. Yes my destination lol.
2. Feel sad.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Feel thankful / relieved friend said didn't lie, and not leaving. Did not see any possible explanation that was honest.
2. Learned something: didn't care (as in cared, yes, but you don't control whether someone is lying, so I got to the point I gave up caring hoping they weren't, just felt sad), but I did realize isn't it strange, how I take on the shame of what others have done, upon myself. I think many of us do, we get the abuse and feel shame and things.
3. In another way, it doesn't matter. Tbh I don't feel very good, and am losing weight. Mostly I have no appetite but have been forcing myself to eat lots. Weird because I've felt a lot worse other times , with bad (other) symptoms.There's a strange relief to me though, in so far as though it sounds nuts and dumb whatever I die from one day I'll be happy if it's natural vs SI. Only on a ptsd forum can you say that. :hilarious: In another way it may be a blessing/ get going and live more freely
4. Still happy, thankful.
5. I hope I can get out of work earlier by starting back earlier.

 

[Tinyflame]

6. I am not afraid of death but I'm terrified of not bringing in an income.
7. There are crushed cookies all over the ground here? :confused:
8. My sister bought 16 yogurts, I bought 16, she bought a further 24 pack because she thought they were gone. They have a best before date, of course. I think I will be saying, "I used to love yogurt", lol.
9. I felt like a Prime Sh*t thinking badly of my friend. :( But I also felt like sh*t feeling I wasn't worth any truth.
10. I suppose I still feel pretty lousy. I wish I were stronger, a better friend/ sister/ woman/ person, etc, less 'trouble', ~'normal'. :(

 

[corvidae]

@Junebug liking in support: so here's a lot of support along with some kindness and self-compassion. plenty to go 'round.

 

[Enaila]

1. How does one handle nepotism and cronyism at work?
2. Contract signed so guess have to put up with it.
3. I am tired.
4. I'm still stirred up from T appointment Wednesday.
5. I don't like how I look.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. I love that song Hold On from Walk off the Earth, can always dance to it, aka this moment. :) :rolleyes: Like the words & the group name.

2. @corvidae , @Anrish , @Cashew @C j @Recovery4Me ,all, xox . :hug:

 

[Anrish]

1. Thank you @Junebug and @corvidae for the pumpkin cookie suggestions. Since I don't like the taste of pumpkins, I would never have thought that such kind of cookies could exist for real. :clown:
2. Looking forward my hot bath with muscle relaxing ingredients. :happy:
3. @Junebug : Hugs backs as soon as I'm not that sweaty anymore, just returned from a four hours MTB tour. :rolleyes:
4. Feel like I improved my piano skills and how to learn the pieces by heart.
5. Hot cocoa, my book and out of the terrace, I will be...:D

 

[Ronin]

1. Great timing. Not.
2. Strings, strain, relaxing while overstretched, no breaking.
3. Re-rotate.

 

[Enaila]

1. My cat's nails need trimmed. I am not a pin cushion.
2. It is almost time to sing happily at church.
3. I plan on enjoying some fresh vegetables after despised job of shopping.
4. It is finally supposed to get out of the 90 degree days.
5. What a beautiful day to be alive.