5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Tinyflame]

I saw the Northern Lights tonight- Aurora Borealis-1st time ever in the winter(!!), and sky with partial cloud cover. -Beautiful. :inlove: :notworthy:
Is trust worth it?

 

[anonymous]

:woot: junebug that is so wonderful!!! Yay! Did you get a variety of colours?

C j

 

[intothelight]

1. Be.....peaceful, loving, kind,
2, Plan meals for the week that are filled with fresh fruits and veggies. Shop and prep today to keep it easy to stay on track this week.
3. Schedule classes for the week so it is easy to meet exercise goals.
4. Groom the Moose and get rid of the matts.
5. See what can be done to make keeping up with the house easier and see what areas can become the responsibility of other family members.

 

[Anrish]

1. @Junebug : I envy you and I'm happy you were able to see and enjoy the view. :hug:
2. Stay calm...but how?!
3. It's hard to focus when your whole existence trembles...:banghead:
4. Sudoku to calm down.
5. Baking peach crumble cake...:hungry:

 

[Tinyflame]

Greens @C j :hug:

peach crumble cake

:tup: :hug: I love peach(es).

 

[Anrish]

1. @Junebug : I'll save a piece for you. ;)
2. Another sick day and I feel down, down and more down...:cry:
3. Scared of so much...
4. Have to make an important decision until tomorrow...:(
5. I don't want to leave my bed...:sorry:

 

[anonymous]

@Junebug that's awesome - magical greens :D yay :hug:

@Anrish :hug:

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

I'm thinking that my throat is killing me.

I'm thinking that I get too annoyed with one of my sisters way too easily.

I'm thinking my vacation was nice and being off the grid felt good.

I'm thinking that I'm having a hard time getting back into things.

I'm thinking about my sweats and blanket and hot tea and maybe turning into a potato and just watching a marathon of Harry Potter.

And one extra.

I'm thinking it's actually pretty sad that as sick and weak as I feel I still have the guilty feelings when I think I should just lay down rest and do nothing. The same old messages that I should just sucks it up are still there and they make me feel guilty.

 

[anonymous]

My aunt texted today to ask how I am and said she's been thinking about me. I'm not sure how I feel receiving that. I'm not sure if I can reply. I don't want anyone else to die before we can lay past arguments to rest.

I do know that I am still stuck on the wrong path and I want the old me back. Fourteen years ago I was a happy healthy teen, who enjoyed life.

I shouldn't have let other people's homophobia and emotional abuse affect me and damage my health.

I refuse to let them do further damage to me.

Why does time go so fast? I had better not waste any more time, life is precious.

 

[Tinyflame]

@C j and all, hugs xox. Am pulling for you, & @nrish , @Medic72 , @Ronin :hug::hug::hug:

:hug: Piece & peace @Anrish . :hungry::hug:

 

[Muttly]

@Junebug Aren't the northern lights amazing?
@BlackbirdSinging I'm feeling sort of the same. Sick, but having those "suck it up" messages in my head.

1) Glad my first night managing went ok
2) Think of taking nyquil even though it's day time
3) There's something important I need to do.... if only I could remember what it is
4) He wants to go out on valentines day :)
5) Life is overwhelming

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Had an orange from Florida, delicious & the color of a grapefruit inside, but peeling it was like breaking in to Fort Knox. :wideeyed:
2. A couple of times I was asked today how I knew just what to say, or that the person was down/ cheer them up. Said I was just speaking the truth though- that is, what is obvious to anyone. (Which is so.)
3. Someone said it's good to detach at times, but never detach from people. That is so, I think.
4. They said bad times/ happenings show peoples' kindness. Mostly though, I've found it shows their cruelty.
5. I marvel at the lifelong diffferent perspective of people with safety nets/ resources- financial, family, sometimes health, etc. To never have lived questioning every decision, or feeling selfish to keep what another could have, or without the fear, or constant awareness or losses or dangers, or no protection, or without constant pain, physical +/or emotional. How different the thoughts, the concerns, what is desired or valued or feared. How different we see people, how very different the things we are grateful for, definitely don't take or expect anything for granted.
6. Sweet dreams to all. :hug: (Enough mumblings- I don't even call them musings. :rolleyes: :) :hug: )
Except..
7. I really feel like cake!!! :)