5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[trying2movefwd]

I shouldn't have told people about my abuse

I also wish I hadn't told about my abuse. What's done is done though.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I woke up feeling normal and no anxiety:D
I did self care this morning:tup:
I feel great:p
I hope this is the beginning of a new trend.:)
I feel so awesome:cool:

 

[Muttly]

1) I am selfish
2) I know I'm just tired and sick, but I really feel like I can't cope any more. All the old sui thoughts are back
3) And the fact that the sui thoughts are there just adds to my list of why I'm a failure
4) I should just suck it up and call work
5) I feel so bad for my dog. He's a wreck. I firmly believe he has (had) PTSD and all the branches and snow banging off the roof seem to have him completely freaked. He used to have horrible nightmares and he'd wake up staring up at the ceiling and pace, pace, pace in panic and I'd have to talk him back to the present.

 

[Anrish]

1. Slept last night - dissociated on purpose with Ture by my side.
2. Not in the mood to put together the dry clothes...
3. Relaxed work day - first time for a long time that I managed to get everythin from my to do list done.
4. Warm cup of tea. :coffee:
5. Only two days until my new haircut.

 

[anonymous]

Cried a lot today

Don't want to be me

Glad to have the support of people who understand, don't know what I'd do without you lot

Tired

Lost

 

[Anrish]

Only seven work days until my long training....

I'm too fast for the people.

Ture, never leave me.

Migraine in my neck...

Just ouch...

 

[Binkie]

1) I'm new here and this is my first post. Will I be accepted?
2) Lyrics to 'Shine on You' by Empara Mi
3) How can she just get on with her life like that?
4) If I don't share my story soon I'm going to lose it altogether
5) There are so many things on my mind I could write fifty things

Hi everybody. I hope you're all having a better day today.

 

[Naoru]

1 Yaho @Murlyboo yōkoso :) (Hey, Murly, welcome) :notworthy:
2 @Anrish Getting a new hairstyle, as well?
3 Ready to feel better.
4 Puppy cuddles. :inlove:
5 Functionality diminishing.

 

[Anrish]

1. @Naoru : Yes, I got one! Shorter and copper red! I love it! :D
2. Cleo's in a bitchy mood...:cautious:
3. My migraine already lasts for half a week...:banghead:
4. How to practise piano with such a headache?! :(
5. What to read next...? :bookworm:

 

[Tinyflame]

Have to do my Performance Eval at work tomorrow. :meh::(:cry::dpressed:
Wish there were no headaches, sadness, sorrows, sickness, etc.
:hug: 's

 

[Tinyflame]

One big thought: I have 3 Pointsettias (complicated, but important, I was allowed to take which ones I wanted, am trying to see if i can keep them living). One from my safest spot in the safest place, looked like it was going to die a day or 2 ago :( :cry:; (the others are ok). Watered, looks like I didn't, so figure it must have got a draft, they're very fragile. :( (Mind you, doesn't help you can't buy fertilizer out here, off season, :tdown: as I have a great app that coincides their care with holidays, next is Valentine's Day, though I can't recall what I'm supposed to do. :) )

Today I took off the wilty leaves, still not sure if there's enough left for photosynthesis. But getting rid of the dying off ones makes the whole little plant look a lot better. Smaller, but better. Which got me thinking, maybe that's what I have to do to myself.

 

[Naoru]

1 @Anrish Oh, that sounds perfect! I recently had about six inches cut off and added deep blue underneath. :D Felt good. Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes :singing:
2 @Junebug :hug: Best of luck on your eval :hug:
3 Sunny all next week.
4 Should I take a train every day to someplace random and dust off the camera :photogenic:
5 Perhaps that is reaching too high.