5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Chiqui]

Ungrounded
So hot in here
Plants are doing well. I am watering them properly
I put a honework to my self for the weekend and just thinking f*ck off, i don't wanna do it
I want to get out and have some fun and dance. Wait!! I am alone..

 

[DharmaGirl]

I must finish planting veggies today, and start on flowers.
The chickens ate 2 packages of flower seeds.
I wish I could get more done.
I wish I had help.
I wish I didn't have so much to do.

 

[Crow]

Peri cat seems okay.
How the hell did I sleep till 1?
Movies today maybe?
I must cook today.
My stomach hurts.

 

[Muttly]

Really worried about special needs pup
Too much stress right now, special need pup issues are putting me over the edge
need to write about yesterday some time
the voices in my head won't stop saying I'm lazy
need to find a positive thought.... today is gorgeous

 

[Chiqui]

In two weeks time I will be out of benefits . No money. No work.:bag:.
In a week time my womens's group is over until October. They are fantastic. Alone again.
Looking at summer ahead looks horrible thing.
What I am gonna do?
I hate the heat. It sicks me

 

[Deleted member 12723]

@MariaY :hug::hug::hug:

Having a rough patch today.
Made an amend.
Hoping things work out.
Doing the best I can at the moment.
Scraped enough money together to get a pack of smokes.

 

[expectingbetter]

@MariaY I share your devastation over the fact that summer is coming entirely.

I hate the heat as well and I dread of the loneliness and hopelessness of the approaching season.

I wish I could hibernate until the fall.

Thank you for writing this so I know I am not the only one suffering over this.

Hugs for you!

 

[Teasel]

1 ~ so hard to get anything done or even keep an idea of what needs doing in your awareness when you're dissociating all the frock ingredients time
2 ~ ok so no 1 on the list surely is to be dissociating less often
3 ~ back to meditating - should help
4 ~ what else?
5 ~ meh

 

[Teasel]

Frock ingredients ffs
Should be fricking

 

[Ronin]

1. The only easy day was yesterday.
2. So that's four more things off that list.
3. Back to silent reading. Too many realizations & too much feeling like an utter idiot for all of them / years and years of patterns I'd have spotted with everyone that wasn't darned me.
4. Thinking of what M.B.'d say to that. Silly, just sleep, probably. So about that.
5. The hardest words are the shortest.

 

[ThisLifeIsBeautiful]

1. packing for dayyyyssssss. T minus 10 days til I move to the city I've been trying to get to for two months.
2. BECAUSE! I got a job. thankful (though it is NOT my dream job)
3. i got an apartment. someone cosigned for me whom I DID NOT expect to help me. blessed.
4. I got water, power, internet and cable in my name or scheduled to be set up before I move in.
5. I had a giant breakthrough in EMDR therapy this week. It's totally working and I'm really proud of myself. I saw how proud my T was and it was really encouraging.

 

[corvidae]

1: support @Ronin
2: water
3: that moon
4: music
5: green tea