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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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I did a couple of thing that challenged me today, and they worked out well.
Found what I was looking for on my shopping trip, all but one item which I got online.
Had to take back one item because I forgot what size I was!
Made my best friend happy by pointing out that there are tearooms in New York.
Still very tired. Wonder what people would say if I told them my insomia wasn't actually insomnia, but was PTSD?
 
1) Today feels of value, contentment and my apt feels of home.
2) I have been invited to watch a live rodeo :last one I saw was thirty five years ago.
3) Many things I have been striving for have unfolded which is a blessing as there are no guarantees with trying.
4) It took two years to enforce boundaries within an important relationship.
5) I am grateful for therapy to have held me on track.
 
  1. I'm thinking my mom handled it really well when her building was evacuated and the unit above her and to one side was gutted by fire.
  2. I'm thinking how good it is that there was no damage.
  3. I'm thinking that I've really been slow on the uptake about a job cuz I don't really want to give up weekends with my mister or our friends.
  4. I'm thinking that most of my issues have seemed to have settled and this seems to be a really calm point for me.
  5. I'm thinking that it feels weird but wonderful kinda at the same time. I imagne though that even that (calm) takes some time to normalize, right?
 
1. I was going to write but words hard to come forward. :(
2. Saw same guy again, looks like my dad, girl in red tartan dress, gave me a sweet smile from above me. I felt why am I even here, I felt sick. Spent time digging my nails in to my skin to ground. Hopeless, I suppose.
3. Friend left never even said goodbye. Well I'm not good at good-byes, obviously doesn't matter.
4. Waiting for news about a baby due, slow in coming.
5. Stupid name change but anonymous was taken, but great for non-googling.
6. Feel rough after reminders of foo, reasons for mistrust.
7. Hugs for all. :hug:
ETA, oh haha, 8. That's how it 'feels'- abandoned. -Which I must deserve or have earned, but is my only true skill, clearly, lol. :hilarious:
 
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@Anrish, I'm gaming too, but since my chronic pain only allows me to sit for a certain amount of time, it self regulates. I'm playing a modded game of Fallout 4. I haven't played Birth by Sleep yet, my son has it so I will borrow it from him.
I'm excited about the happiness challenge.
I'm tired of the rooster, but I don't want to drive all the way to BFE to deliver him.
I am tired.
My legs hurt a lot.
 

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