5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Crow]

Why can't Peri just eat and not hurt or get sick?
Is this the precursor to renal failure?
Jasmine is so big.
The oil T gave me for my lip has it almost healed. Insanely amazing.
Why can't I eat the avocado pudding in my fridge that someone safe made me?

 

[The Albatross]

Should I call my brother or not?
What if mom's wiring problem is a fire hazard?
Why won't she get that electrician back there because there was a fire above and to one side of her unit just last month?
We're going the end of October but I don't think it should wait that long.
Even if my brother did get involved is she gonna listen and do the right thing?

 

[Muttly]

1) So over being sick. I wonder, I actually don't have much of anything scheduled today. I suppose I could just let it be a rest day.
2) The days are getting shorter
3) damnit, forgot to feed the rabbit, will need to get up and do that soon.
4) I will actually email my T today
5) Apparently I am grumpy today

 

[Beans]

I am so excited about my weight loss! I love to see my body changing!
I also love my new hair cut!
I'm excited to see my therapist tomorrow. We have a lot of work to get done and I know exactly how i want to spend the session
I feel renewed hope about work again after @The Albatross gave me some words of wisdom this morning. Also read something re being a blank canvas painting my own life and giving it meaning that reminded me that it's always my choice how to use my time that helped.
I have a new friend date thursday I'm not dreading!
Cannot wait for next PTSD support group!

 

[Teasel]

1 ~ Your enthusiasm is infectious @Beans :happy:
2 ~ Tonight is weigh in at my slimming club, I think I will have lost a stone.
3 ~ I keep feeling a fleeting feeling as if seeing a glimpse of part of myself I don't usually see.
4 ~ I want to learn more about how to live better
5 ~ I want to work on helping me feel less terrified of moving out on my own.

 

[Chiqui]

1.- I love this thread and all of you:hug: So much honesty and aceptance helps me loads!
2.- I want to keep doing my streching work. Only five days, every day, 5 minutes. More time is overwhelming, for now:rolleyes:
3.- Learning to take each days as it comes. Less fear and guiltyness, more compassion and self care.
4.- Isolation it is not a choice any more. I am feeling more and more ready for some social exposure, controled.
5.- When is my next app with my T? Next month, sometime. Better check it .

 

[ninja]

I do much better when I consistently get 8 or more hours of sleep each night. I slept better last night and I can feel a portion of the inner "go-go-go-ness" start to relax. I think I will take this day as a slow day. I need another night or two of good sleep.

Minor-ly worried about my food consumption. I am going with it. I am reaching a new level of refusing to count and track and measure and weigh and freak out over every calorie that enters my body, and just eating until I am done. Sometimes that means overeating right now. Particularly the last few days it has. I eat more when I am tired. This is super common. I am irritated with myself for developing food issues. I guess in the long run I am grateful to have been able to deal with them head on.

I woke up with less kidney/bladder pain which is wonderful.

I am really grateful to be able to spend most of today in the dark in bed. I am tired.

I am looking forward to seeing J and her family again. Miss her, but really very glad to be home at the moment. I miss S, too.

 

[Anrish]

1. There was some sun today.
2. I am tired - so tired.
3. Being honest with my parents is exhausting.
4. Learn, Anrish, learn!
5. Too warm, too cold...argh!

 

[Let It Be]

Can't believe no doctor's appointments for 3 months,
I guess I'm kinda in shock that I don't have to jump through any more hoops for awhile.
How did I make it?
I still shake my head when I think about it, but I did!
Just time now to rest up and reflect back and be thankful!

 

[expectingbetter]

1. I am happy for few reasons! And it's so rare!
2. Grateful for my season!
3. Grateful for my friends!
4. Hopeful about my session today, look forward to it!
5. Getting my period, I barely survived ordeal it has put me under yesterday

 

[The Albatross]

1. I feel like spit. Allergies still high/GI messed up and that dang weekly vit D really doesn't agree with me usually.
2. Something bit me and it itches like hell and it's not a mosquito bite.
3. Glad kitty Nicole turned right around and came back into the house this morning when she waltzed out the door between and under the two dogs legs (sneaky kitty).
4. Worried about a peer but not sure what to say... yet.
5. 1st square dancin' lesson this evening... hmmm how awkward is that gonna be?

 

[intothelight]

Summer came back and love the warm even humid days.
Two meetings today and then I am bugging out to work in the pasture. Operation burr removal so Luke doesn't have the "Donald" do.
Debating what I should say or not say to my daughter. She is an adult, makes her own decisions and has to live with the consequences of her own mistakes. Best I can do is give her some suggestions on damage control, but that is where it begins and ends the rest is up to her.
Need to focus on things I am grateful for and find the peace so I can get rid of this agitation.
Look at some fall classes at the Y and sign up. Do something for me that doesn't depend on the weather.