1 Dreams and nightmares are soo revealing!! I was badly bullied for a bunch of idiots since I was 4/5 years old.
2 Tonight I dreamt with everything that happened then. People, faces, attitudes...all pretty clear. It was buried somewhere.
3 I understand know much better why I have spent my life avoiding people. So many betrays, lonely childhood and pre teen.
4 My mother always accused me it was my fault. It wasn't!!. I was shy and introverted, no brothers or sisters. Bullied, everyday.
5 Buff...so much to digest...I cried badly last night, something broke inside. Hope it helps me move on. Now, a shower and some food. Hard night...my day starts at 16