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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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1.- I am too nervious and tense for the last 5 days
2.- My BF complains sayong I am speaking harsly to him. It is true.
3'- I am into a couple of things that are going to be good for me in a medium/long term.
I am nervious and worried because of it.
4.- I don't want to self sabotage these changes because of fear of being trigered (is already happenning)
5.- Wanna find the streght to keep them going without loose my temper/breakdown.
 
  1. Will coming into the office ever be easy again? My body is freaking out and feels like fire ants crawling all over me.
  2. This work feels meaningless. But would I be able to handle another job if I could even get hired?
  3. Dreamt Oprah was president and my city was flooded.
  4. I don't feel hungry or like eating today.
  5. How can I come back into work tomorrow? I don't think I can leave my home again.
 
I broke my own record for number of hours worked this week. Getting on for 60, I reckon.
Even without the sleeplessness, it woud explain why I feel like I've run a marathon. Everything aches.
It's been a long, long week for so many reasons. Nearly all of them bad.
I'm too tired to even think about it.
I just want to sleep it off. Can't I do that?
 
Get everything due on the first paid, get all invoices for the month booked, make sure all transactions are in for the quarter and start the process of closing it out started.

Make sure all tax payments are sent and all required forms filed for the month.

Hit Zumba class tonight.

Definitely find the falls that you are visiting this weekend and be Ok with a solo trip with the Moose.

Shake it off....you can do it.
 
Finally....doing the marathon laundry today, making trips because there is so much:confused::oops::rolleyes:
Start doing laundry once a week again!:ninja:
Staying home today, with lots to do around here.:ninja:
Get things accomplished and done/:ninja:
Tired already before the day has even started:coffee::stop:
 
  1. I miss the lightning storms in the Alps.
  2. I'm mad at T right now. Boundaries got skewed a little too much and she's being an ass. At least that is how it seems.
  3. I will vacuum this weekend.
  4. I may go hike the new park not far from my home tomorrow.
  5. Lots of robberies in my complex the past week. Downstairs neighbors now leaving on porch light at night. I may need to get curtains.
 
1. I was upset over the future event of loosing my tooth soon that is in my smile...I felt impending 'less than'.
2. Then I went to the grocery store and saw an teenage girl employee that was an amputee, stocking with one arm.
3. I wanted to hug her... but I realize it might be boundary busting and improper ...but I was humbled nonetheless over my concern of missing my tooth.
4. Sometimes myopic thoughts slow growth in acceptance.
5. I need to grow within acceptance of my aging.
 

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